The Colorless Void

Suddenly the nothingness was brand new
Trying not to think of you is all I can do
The form and substance of a harsh reality
Lost in a colorless void lacking any clarity

Cutting deep into my soul crushing all ego
Helpless to spinning incessant vertigo
Chocking sorrow, in pain, and without grace
Floating alone in the vast blackness of space

A deafening silent peace I knew all to well
In maddening tears so violent it was like in Hell
My eyes ever searching but here all sight must fade
In this vacuum not even a scream can be made

Blinded, lost, lacking any sensation of the day
All alone I prayed; Lord just take me away!
Ghostly translucent thoughts came to me
Here in this colorless void drifting free

Swimming in an sea devoid of stuff
Time felt as if a second put through eons of enough
Suspended in time and lost to any more history
Just the blackness of the colorless void and me