Loving this, isn't something I should do,
Shouldn't want to spend my time in taboo.
I should try to be strong,
but it's the right kind of wrong.

This might be a mistake I'm maken,
But given waht it does, I'm happy to be taken.
Nothing's ever made me feel like this,
just holding the blade is near bliss.

They say it's something I should do with out,
but they dont know what goes on when the lights go out.
There's no way to explain,
All the pleasure is worth all the pain.

I should try to run, but I just can't seem to,
'Cause everytime I try to run, it's what I run to.
Cant do without, what it does for me,
The blood tells me I'm free!