Closed up inside
pulling in the walls
slinking down in.
Not letting another
near me or in.
Closing myself from
all around.
Do not get to close.
Do not try to open
that door anymore.
The door is shut for
now and ever more.
Just go away and
let me be this way.
For now and always.
I can not seem to
let another in.
I do not know why.
I feel like i will
die of loneliness.
Yet i reach out to
GOD and say LORD
help me today.
For i scream out
to you until i am
blue yet no answer
from you.
What shall i do?