searching no more for answers
in the cunundrum of this life
I have stumbled on the truth
that which eluded me always
today, it finally showed
the enlightening of my mind
that travesty of hopes
are indeed the illusions
I have always kept inside
I am in love, or I thought I was
but the question is:
was I really? or was it all a lie?
him that made me feel queen for a while
was all but the devil in disguise?
can someone wake me up
and fix my broken heart?
can someone tell me, tomorrow will be alright?
oh but I know you are all tired
tired of listening to the useless
pointless wails of my mind
and maybe..... you can even say:
"can you shut the hell up already?
we are sick and tired of your journey
move over, stay away"
this world turns whether you're here or not
so please save us from your litanies of hurts
no matter how you look at it,
you were never really in love..