Kill me.

Kill emotions,
Kill feelings,
Sick of insecurities,
Sick of feeling,
Like you got the best of me,
Sick of fearing,
That you took & ate the rest of me,
Don't not release things,
Don't push it down,
I am releasing,
Not inside,
Let it out,
Kill the pride
KILL! KILL! KILL!

Let it out,
Let 'em doubt,
Not to build,
Deflated body,
Filled with guilt,
Why can't I,
Control inside me,
Myself,
Instead of trying,
To take myself back,
From you & your evil,
I'm off track & frightfully lethal,
KILL! KILL! KILL!

Myself inside,
To stop the feel,
Of you inside,
I'm aware,
How you fuc#!d with my mind,
So now I share,
What's left that hadn't died,
Comes out,
Not down,
I let you in,
Now I'll let you out,
KILL! KILL! KILL!

Whatever is left,
To take your control,
You took on my soul,
& try to show,
Its meaningless,
My new found weakness,
Passed over,
Dead lover,
Let you go,
Let you out,
Let you know,
Its all about,
You up & out,
Not down inside,
Not my heart,
Not my pride,
Time to part,
Let you fly,
Let you out,
Where you belong,
Scream & shout,
All day long,
I'm leaving your laughing taunts,
KILL ME! KILL ME! KILL ME!
& ALL MY EVIL THOUGHTS!

KILL ME!
AUSTIN J. FRICK
AGE OF REASON IS NOW.
6-14-'11.
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Posted: Feb 2013
About this poem:
I kill myself to get her to leave me. Her smile haunts me. Her laugh taunts me. Her eyes see me crying & she giggles while she's staring.

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Comments (2)

mcradloff
There are some evil people out there who really do laugh at the misery they create for others. The whole witch trial in Salem, Massachusetts was started by an evil little girl who said different people were witches. The only thing that stopped the killing was a man who refused to confess on way or the other if he was a witch. When the press him to death with stones, the only thing he said was, "More Weight".conversing detective
cherryreggae
Wow!!! This is a deeply rooted write that tugs the heart & saddens the soul. a mental slaying of what so many feel dealing with a tortured existence....
Nowis all....you give truth of what many feel just hoping it doesn't consume!!!
Letting go is the only way....
So glad to see you posting again, love your talent & raw emotions!! It's honest , real & deep!!!hug applause angel handshake heart wings
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