Although this life is short, MY LOVE FOR YOU IS FOREVER!
Let it cost what it may, the day is soon done,
I will either find a way, or simply make one!
My regret is silenced, I control what will effect me,
From nothing, nothing will come,
Attempts are crucial see?
Time away, goes by, with time that goes bye, away from this time,
I see your face is fading away in my mind, this time away from you,
Flies by, my love spent my time with question's of why?
My love quest's for realization,
It does so instinctively without hesitation,
My love has a mind of its own, my love scans for its home,
The distance you've created, with such a dark heart so conceited,
What we have what we had, who we were who we are now,
Still somehow,
The angel's hand & the devil's fist, come at us now with a vengeful wish,
My love stands strong through the changing of the season's,
This is my time, my life, my Age Of Reason,
My nightmare has become reality & this reality hard to face,
Are we capable of fixing this or is it far too late?
I'd give anything & everything demise,
To have that moment again staring in your eyes,
This winding road has got to straighten out for the tranquil silence around me turns to obnoxious shouts,
How did I find myself in this haze of self confusion?
Try to dig myself out of this maze of delusions.
I'd give anything, you know I'd give everything!
To leave this place so ugly & strange,
but I can't be found if not lost,
I can't be knocked down unless first built, can't be let down without being led on by the ways that you claimed you felt.
Did you ever give one true emotion?
As if after years I didn't deserve an explanation or the truth in the open.
The words that needed to be heard were concealed behind your guilt,
Never allowed us on the same level, you always had something to hide,
Some sort of hidden agenda, coming & going as you please,
But I'm attached to you, bringing me to my knee's, 'cause I'm in love with you, it's tragic to know I'll never feel that back!
It makes me want to go no further,
I can carry on no longer,
I LOVE YOU MOTHER,
Goodbye father...

I'm only 22 & have felt the pain of a million tortured souls!
I have felt the breaking in my mind as I have before with broken bones!!
I have felt the suffocation,
Full of shock & disgust gasping for air!
I have felt the flames from hell 'cause your heaven is unfair!
I'll promise to myself to beware of your kind.
I'll hide my wealth, secure my health & protect my mind!
My love will never sever, just stand strong to weather,
We'll always be together, with hold the pressure,
My love will be treasure, for all time under the sea,
My love...Is forever!
Indefinitely!

Love...is FOREVER.
Austin J. Frick
Age OF Reason Is Now
09-09-'09.