She said I hear you're heart is really hurting you So I came right over to help you make it through You sentimental sensitive guy you never gave me a clue Or asked me why..what's wrong with you
Your acting like a person I never knew So what the hell is really ailing you Your words are not making any sense You let you're mind out it's teetering on a fence
Sometimes my words get in the way I lose track of what I think or say I keep my thoughts all bottled up Then my mind begins to erupt as I turn and stare you're way
You do not know how much I miss and think about you When skies are dark and gray you make them so blue I know you're with another guy I can't make sense of the reasons why She said some hearts can be like an open book thats true
But your's you seemed to hide out from my view You seemed to be a distant star it's hard to figure out who you are My words get in the way I was to shy to ask you to stay But now I have the courage to say I love you in so many ways
For all the heart filled things that you do please don't runaway She said I can not make any promises to you So take it or leave it it's you're decision what you want to do I must be going now will you let my hand go free
If I stay any longer he will be coming over to look for me So wipe away those teary eyes you always find a way to make me cry You really sweet guy you can't go on living like this Pretending that know one else in you're life will ever exsist
My words now end in this way as she walked out that door today Is it all in my mind am I spending way too much of my time Living in a shadow that will never leave or go away! A week went bye so I decided to write a letter addressed to you
It was highlighted in big letters saying I LOVE YOU! I hope you understand I need to move away as fast as I can You know you will always be apart of my world Your that rare and special kind of girl Don't take it the wrong way I need my life heading the right way
If you choose to stay I know all my emotions will eat me away I know in my heart nothing will erase our memories or keep us apart I will try and make the best of each new day keeping it all at bay I must let it all go and never look back jump on a brand new track!
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Posted: Jan 2010
About this poem:
my thoughts on never wanting to let go,sometimes you get stuck in neutral,don't look forward,afraid to move on...it all has to end,don't ever hesitate,you may blink....and then she's gone!