Silent screams like shards from a broken vase
Silent screams haunted memories from the past
Darkened is time awake
Leaves me lots of time to contemplate my faith

I no longer distinguish light and dark
Day and night no longer play any part
Just in my frozen state
A sweat stained bed I vegetate

Long is my time awake
My mind locked down
Racing without a break
I don’t know how much longer this world I can take

I hold my head
It eases the pain
I reach out in chat rooms
But it is all in vain

I look in the dark
My eyes so sore
My soul now ripped tortured and torn
I look in the dark
I hope to see who is this haunting me

Silent screams like shards from a broken vase cover the floor
I bleed I pray I will bleed until I can bleed no more
I look in the dark and evil mirror I see
It is me I am haunting me

My self-induce loneliness in destroying me