This Blue Train
When it just gets do hard to see the light through the seams of this life. Written during a dark moment In my life.
Alone in the dark
I am outside alone in the darkness, surrounded by the spirits i dnt even knw. I looked up in the sk. I saw the stars hiding one by one til there are no more. I heard a voice calling my name. Bt when i turned, there was no one, only what i can see
yet to speak
a snake charmer the dance of trance your distraction is lust when love holds you in the vice like grip of a boa you take control helpless its then you strike dance with the serpent a strange coldness comes ore sigh of relief the spirits
If only you asked
There was no need to take by force what was once offered freely from love's embrace We were over Couldn't you accept that There was no need To steal and plunder The crime hurt even worse because I loved you once I now s
Lingering Thoughts
I have just written this poem now. Not quite sure how I'm feeling. But I think the poem explains it.
I will never forget you
This happened this evening after I returned to the office
where is he
im feeling afraid it makes me feel there is hope in life and you dont give up ever for you only have one life the dove is my paece of mind
Shadows in the dark
Sitting here alone, my soul like empty room my mistakes like artists looking them creating weird paintings on the walls..... Like black and white movie from the past... they play every single part..... I am here alone and i see, soul-an emp
The Leaving Time
The Leaving Time
Stolen Lives
RIP Brother.
For You My Love
This is just something about my today. Just like occassionally to post something for my sweetie. Today marks our four years apart. In the last four years (it don't seem that long) not every day has been bad or sad it has just been a day apart from him. Now I am going to shower start my day and get ready for a good meal out with an old friend.
Pain
The feelling which I presantly own.
Falling faster
It's hard to find your calling When your down and out free falling If I loose my way will I ever find Relief that gives me peace of mind Maybe I made a wrong turn somewhere along the way It seems as if I'm lost and forever here to stay Now
"Never Ending Rejection"
I dont know what it is about me Seems like every girl in the world trys to avoid me I try to be patient but my patience is killin me These girls only care about looks and not who i intend to be Its like chains on my feet preventing me to be f
24 hours
Just thinking about the many ways of communication and when you are missing someone!!
happy fail
I've ben staring at this blank page for hours thinking of something to write, something happy, something I cant even pretend is true. I have a love and I have a good home. I just have so much pain inside. From what I hear about me to what is going to
natures answer
in the distant haze a thunder roll like a blanket wrapped up a storm,will lightning strike calming recollecting thoughts staring of into an ocean wilderness ripples of emotion,faraway dreams carress my heart clouds my eyes distant memories of
Fallen angel
We are all fallen angels...don't you care about the evil stuff..do your best every day in any moment
The unstable
Betrayals, lies, back-stabbed and stripped of pride..situations with no cause of action yet I'm stuck focusing on why..allow me to try closing my eyes in hope of sleep...lost in slumber thoughts too deep...this void we call a soul...always open never
Tears and smiles
Sorry ..to sad for any comment..see you later
Zaheeer'an
Zaheer'an jahjatag doshi manara naaraga nealant pah deedaar'aa gulein laaley manara chaaraga nealant barey kandan gala baal'an barey grreawan o behaalan barey anchein zaheer kayan keh ars'an gowaaraga nealant mun gendan goragein kullan diley
Excuse me if my cries fill the sky.
Excuse me if my cries fill the sky. Excuse me if I flood the plains with tears. You're my life, and I'm running for my life. Excuse me if my life drags in the rear
When I die
When I die, bring my corpse to her, And leave me there, or what of me remains. If my love will kiss my rotting lips And I should come to life, don't think it strange.
Curses
Curses fall from your lips, and the moon smiles. Those curses come from rubies forged in fire. Curse again, your words caress my heart Like a breeze that stirs the petals of a flower.
Alone
loneliness...
The Worst Day of my Life
the vehicles were a car, a taxi and the van. 12 people in all. 3 killed out right, 5 others died from their injuries. This happened near Oxford
Do you know.. how l feel
Relationship sometimes becomes an empty space ..you can fill it with simply words
Oceans
Kinda sloppy but since Im a mess its cool...Cheers
You Try
I Wrote This Poaem, Because Love Is A Complicated Thing And When You Love So Much, In The End You Find That Love Was Not Enough! I Wrote This Poem Earlier This Week At Work Sitting In My Car On A Dead Day!
Oh, False You
Are you going to stand? Like the man you say you are? Or are you gonna run Like an athlete from Jamaica? Sweet like sugar she was to you Easy like pie, She thought you a dream come true But You lied when you said Your love will never die
deciet
upon the cross in my life the devil himself in the cauldron in his search he found your soul hurt to you had no meaning in your hidden lust you inflict the mother of all hurt upon your grace i was worthless in your eyes i thought you had lost
Lost and found
Why do you try to break the broken Pain follows every word you have spoken You should bite your tongue before it bites back Think about what you have instead of what I lack Peace of mind is hard to find When your stuck in a world so unkind I
ticking over
as the clock of lfe ticks love remains a deep emotion time is always an answer my eternity beyond love a standing monument to time upon the shingles on the shore staring at the dead remains of once a beautiful life even in shells holding beau
Did You Think?
Did you think I wouldn’t know you Did you think That I wouldn’t care Did you think You could get over Did you think That I’d still be there Did you think Before you chose them Did you think What they would cost Did you think Our bond wa
To my daughter Bryn
This poem is not finished yet, i just needed to get these sad feelings of my mind. Let my pain have an audience
Real... Fake
mirrored images which one is me i can not find. Distorted images her and there wandering where reality is. Is it in front or b e h i n d me. Distorted images in my mind which one is me i can not find. Faces going to and fro laughter
Never Know
Beeping Alerts All kinds of sounds. No one knows what is going on around you. Some are sick. Some are real ill. Some just need a x-ray a pill. Looking around Praying for relief to all those that are here. For God hears their cry.
The masks we wear
The very dark side of myself.
Misunderstood
In a crowded room full of people I stand laughing among them Yet I am all alone Thoughtful and pleasing No hesitation in giving Yet misunderstood Remembered for all that is done Appreciated for that received And forgotten quickly As if a sha
Touching your heart with love. . .
I have not touch her heart only her mind and soul its all about us if she only trust. . .
Frozen Fire
longing for real true love to give and be given... yet so inadequately expressed...
Perception
my perception of myself. Wanting to be a good person and feeling ashamed for my mistakes in life.