no one will help you unless you help yourself
you was never the poison in my i was the poison in you and for this i receive my punishment of never falling in love again
Funeral
I have always hated to go to a funeral...a soul that has left this world
don't hurt me for being down
why people don't help the homeless when they can help and just laugh at them it's a disgrace to the human race
no laughing matter
all you do is laugh i hate your smile ill dance with the devil your never gonna know the truth i could of loved you but you push me away you never know the truth this no laughing matter
this ravens heart
you look at a hawk you look at a camal you look at a lion a tiger a bear a clown but you never see this ravens heart is trying to show you maybe your the one for me
setback
Trying to move forward, and a song rekindles the broken heart.
tears in the rain 5
still fighting the pain lonely and tired of the rain as sad as i ever know please take it away there's to many tears in the rain waiting for my sun to come again for a moment of peace but sadness is my embrace there's to many tears in the rain
gone away
gone away to visit my far off self vanished, no phone, no blog, no forward adress this is not what it is meant to be.alone not lost, just not found. ramblingon no track to run. oaks whispering willows scream a steady rat-tat against my fears an
IN SILENCE
I worte this for my sister, I love you!
the stones/ hate me
the stones that you throw at me are not as bad as the words you say my heart is hit like lightening then im in pain maybe you don't like me but that's ok just tell me and ill be on my way but don't say you hate me ill feel sad and grey please hit me
travel down this road /should i pull the trigger
this is what loneliness feels like
~ Just Don't Know ~
burn sorry I am not a poet just looking to exspress my feelings @ the present
He vs. She
Look before you leap
Silent tears...................
A thunderous silence breaks through my thoughts. What was once many great ideas is now a triumph, lost. Baffling words tumble through my mind. Reflections of darkness hover. A disturbing peacefulness beckons to me, and inside myself, I take
ME 2 WILL FLY....
Today I write beacuse today I cry they try to steal my shine so today I start a new fire! My love is rewarded with hate and the friends turned their back always giving and never expecting anything my feathers cut,I start falling so today
Rude is in the Fingers
This just came to me and is what i`m going through now in my life. Hating the pain of past relationships but missing the good. The hugs, the kisses, the warmth...so it`s a battle of good and evil, with bits and pieces of various relationships I`ve had. It`s like the weak woman giving in to the crap, and then finally getting strong enough to walk away, with a piece of each man who`s hurt her.
unseen eyes / hurt
hurt im hurt im lost in real life im dead but im alive doing the best i know how to do hurt im hurt im lost in dreams a shining star below the rest falling from one to the next hurt im hurt im lost in space have you seen my tears my unseen eyes my sa
moment of blues
lost my way forget my heart dammit god that girl riped my soul flowers in my bed a letter next to my head shes leaving me to cry alone ain't got no life its a broken home thunder and lightening hurting in my bones girl done scared me to death she say
outcome of the homeless
this is about me and the other people that are homeless right now how we get treated being on the streets and not get help
how it feels like being homeless
my life being homeless on the good side i don't drink or do drug's i want a life for me but it hurt's when the others that do bad make's us fall down from other's who frown upon this behavior
lonely life
being lonely without someone to be with to share thoughts love or care is hard and get's you down
pain with out a companion
the pain with out sharing with someone you want to love
Struck down by a drunked cage driver
Its about a drunk driver runs over a biker
confused time
I can't eat, I can't sleep with what's on my mind, I feel depleted and defeated from the evil of mankind. Everyone believes it when they haven't even seen it, it's quite beautiful how they control the mind, the collective hive, never questioning a
my sorrow
i just made this poem right of my head
O' How I Miss You
The grieving loss of loved one's we all have.
field of dreams
In our field of dreams as the meadow green by a slow running stream we have moments there inside our heart that others have not seen it s a house made up happenings and special things etched upon our soul patchwork quilt of l
The Mirror
Sometimes as we get older and look in the mirror we think is that me?
Just Me
Oh how happy I could be If someone else and not Just me. Someone tall and big and strong Who can just smile When things go wrong Who doesnt look for what has gone But shrugs and laughs Whilst moving on But I know I cannot hide That I am
Hurled Words
Your words like stormy pebbles hurled at me cross my other cheek pierce my side ‘til no longer a doubting Thomas am I. Darts fly. Bleeding from the wounds inflicted by nails driven into flesh, hands stuck in odd repose ask, [i
to far
you push me to far i will not hit you i will walk away its time for me to go girl you are my prison you hate me so i could never hate you but you push me to far i have to go no more pain lets be honest its over
lost my way
lost my soul lost my heart lost in pain torn apart lost in shadows lost at home lost again no more hopelost my sunshine lost my shade lost the most beautiful girl lost my way
sad, how little we know
seldom do we hold one another...imagining if this is the beginning or the end it may be the same...for all we know so we merely ponder, have I found a friend? I've never entered a relationship wondering...is this my special one? it has never, e
A Tragedy
A tragic ending to a tragic loss of loved one walking out. for whatever reason.
The Eyes
I talk to a woman on the phone regularly for work and had never met.While in her office I had the pleasure of meeting her. I was actually taken aback. Her beauty was only over shadowed by the saddness in her eyes. The woman actually reeked of saddness to the point I had to fight the urge to whisper as if someone had just died. Funny how so often the eyes tell the story. (after talking awhile the woman was a strong woman who had more than her share of woes in life to contend with)
lost path
this poem is about the break up of a woman ive been with for over 3 years and 10 months now that we broke up i feel all alone and lost
Silence is not the answer
i just think about my problems and i know now that i should solve those problems. I felt sad the day i wrote this poem but after writting it and reading it a few times i felt better so i hope you do to. i also hope you like it.
still my friend .. J
don't hate me please forgive me smile i hurt deep inside i hurt for your friendship again i hurt for sure im dying right now again wish you was still my friend
f..k you for loving me
so you care it makes me want to hate you more because as a friend its nothing like true love i will not just be a friend i would rather die so poison me with a friendship i don't want because im in love with you no mater what so f..k you for loving m
will you ever love me
you never know how much im in love with you i never even got a chance to try my heart is empty
Angels Fall First
I am not the author. These are the lyrics of "Angels Fall First" by Nightwish. I posted it because I love this song.
Bodied Spirit
this poem, when i wrote it, was about the hard time's i was goin through at the time and the feeling of no one understanding who i am and what i was going through