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once i was young, once i had dreams, once was all i had, the end!

The family,,, they are there,, they expect something that i dont know,, i never ask for anything,,but they expect soo much,,,
I dont know why,,im just me,,,i wish they couldl see,, they are just different to me, please leave me alone, let me be.

if only I could

silence I invoke
to muffle the explosion of my pain
piercing the very core of my soul
our memories
is now
like a double blade knife
piercing my fragile heart


my thoughts are drowning
in the ocean of my tears
I would do anything
anything to let you know
you have always been here
beside me
even in your absence

your memories never left me.

but if could forget you
I would
if only I could

Over under everywhere
The sense of peace suds bubbles gives liquid care
Invisible body feeling it there

From thin air
Undeniable mist feeds memory generations prepare
Helpless encouraged full figure seconds plenty to share

Infecting soft smiles turning forced duty
Together unbound the harmony tone found acutely
A moment of silent burying life troubles in mutiny

Seeing familiar faces reading each hair
Understanding every stare
Build connection we bare a split second to share

Happy a force shields a cause
In shame a lasting stain covered by gauze
Hide face teardrops forge remorse

Life underground a meaning unwound
Ending my lessons in time echo found
Knowing never owning flowing to rest safely sound

Love is, hand in glove.

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And for this presentation!,
For all this mad frustration!,
For this price - kindly be seated in this room!, -
And the good for nothing!,
That all made us something!,
Only to march to a different tune!, ---

-- And being alone,
It's not all that bad?,
Sometimes being sad,
Sometimes glad, ---

And for the servants that are serving you wine!,
All dressed in white!,
Wearing crooked smiles!,
Perhaps its medication time - again?!, -
Always want!,
But never need!,
Fall hard!,
But land on your feet!,
Only to march to a different tune! ---

-- And being alone,
May I speak bold?,
Rarely warm,
Mostly cold, --

Perhaps I'm speaking way to soon?!,
As you're not really so alone here!,
In this room?!,
Maybe love is not that far away?!, -
But who am I to even tell?!.
To tell such madness?!,
Unless you've been to Hell?!,
So many times we've all been there!, ---

--And being alone,
Motionless, but we knew?,
And the game remains the same,
Only to march - to a different tune, ----------------

It's late after midnight and your trying to sleep
You imagine yourself in a world of dreams
Hold tight to your pillow pull the sheets over head
Your trying to block out those nightmares in your head

You see all the worlds leaders going insane
Yah they call up their war machines with their bullets and pain
The bodies are scattered like the drops of the rain
And your lying here watching them killing each other away
Yah your lying here watching them killing each other away

You know their killing when they meet
And their killing in the streets
Their killing in the hills
And their killing in the fields
Their dying in the fields

Its late after midnight and your trying to sleep
You see the hand of the reaper stretching out through the night
The bodies are scattered like the drops of the rain
And your lying here watching him taking the corpses' away
Yah your lying here watching him taking the corpses' away

You know their killing when they meet
And their killing in the streets
Their killing in the hills
And their killing in the fields
Their dying in the fields

Sorry I was to loud to proud,
Listen i could listen but you hear me as if I'm dead or do i not exist,
I didn't scream,

Felt past this all,
Fell apart from this well,
Walked away from the rope,
It was always a joke,

Lost in time no matter no crime,
Still in touch with reality,

Living inside and out divedends that don't make sense,

Lying hiding from what inspiration creativity,
Creating reality as if it was such a huss,

Living life crying old loving hate,
Hating love,

To die like this would be unfortunate,
To live like this carries burdens inside and out,
Sounds pretty amusing unknown~~~

I starred in a movie, do you believe it's true?, It's about me, It's about you, we got lost in space in the human race, you kissed me twice, it was nice, we had chicken curry and rice, then life moved on, just like in a song, annd theeeen suddenly,,, something went wrong, I got cancer and hospitalised, twas then I realised, angels are real, not something you feel, she arrived with a sandwich in her hand, like something from a foreign land, I loved her always and will always love her so,,,, I never want to go! xx