Thank you Angel...Yes he is definitely everything I've wanted and wished for and more.
My answer is not only what Rob said, but also before going to bed every night saying Goodnight, I love you and hugs and kisses. (Even if they are only virtual ones at the moment.
I'm sorry to hear you're going through this hon, but maybe this will help. You didn't know about this aborted child until tonight. Try and look at this from other perspectives.
If she kept the baby, considering that she was cheating on you, here come the DNA tests. Say you turned out to be the Father, would it change anything? The only thing that would change is that you would be a Father and may or may not be able to see the child depending on how vindictive your ex is. You would HAVE TO deal with her on a regular basis. Would you really want to do that?
I hate to say this, but it's very possible that her saying this may have been a ploy in order to get you to come back to her. As sick as that sounds there have been women that have done such things. Also she had a stroke and most people that have some type of major life trauma will make an amends with those they've wronged.
You don't have to accept her apology, nor should she expect you to accept it. She felt she owed you at the very least that. Granted she did not exactly go about it the way it should have been, but from what you have said, I gather it was probably the best she could do.
Make sure you are in conscious contact with your Higher Power right now. If you turn it over to whomever your Higher Power is, that Higher Power will give you the strength to deal with this and get through this. In the meantime try to find your serenity and make peace with yourself.
Two thousand one, nine eleven Three thousand plus arrive in heaven As they pass through the gate, Thousands more appear in wait .
A bearded man with stovepipe hat Steps forward saying, "Lets sit, lets chat"
They settle down in seats of clouds A man named Martin shouts out proud "I have a dream!" and once he did The Newcomer said, "Your dream still lives."
Groups of soldiers in blue and gray Others in khaki, and green then say "We're from Bull Run, Yorktown, the Maine" The Newcomer said, "You died not in vain."
From a man on sticks one could hear "The only thing we have to fear. The Newcomer said, "We know the rest, Trust us sir, we've passed that test."
"Courage doesn't hide in caves You can't bury freedom, in a grave," The Newcomers had heard this voice before A distinct Yankees twang from Hyannisport shores
A silence fell within the mist Somehow the Newcomer knew that this Meant time had come for her to say What was in the hearts of the five thousand plus that day
"Back on Earth, we wrote reports, Watched our children play in sports Worked our gardens, sang our songs Went to church and clipped coupons We smiled, we laughed, we cried, we fought Unlike you, great we're not ".
The tall man in the stovepipe hat Stood and said, "Don't talk like that! Look at your country, look and see You died for freedom, just like me"
Then, before them all appeared a scene Of rubbled streets and twisted beams Death, destruction, smoke and dust And people working just 'cause they must
Hauling ash, lifting stones, Knee deep in hell, but not alone "Look! Blackman, Whiteman, Brownman, Yellowman Side by side helping their fellow man!"
So said Martin, as he watched the scene "Even from nightmares, can be born a dream."
Down below three firemen raised The colors high into ashen haze The soldiers above had seen it before On Iwo Jima back in '45
The man on sticks studied everything closely Then shared his perceptions on what he saw mostly "I see pain, I see tears, I see sorrow -- but I don't see fear."
"You left behind husbands and wives Daughters and sons and so many lives Are suffering now because of this wrong But look very closely. You're not really gone.
All of those people, even those who've never met you All of their lives, they'll never forget you Don't you see what has happened? Don't you see what you've done? You've brought them together, together as one.
With that the man in the stovepipe hat said "Take my hand," and from there he led Three thousand plus heroes, Newcomers to heaven On this day, two thousand one, nine eleven
I have no idea how many married people are on these sites looking for men or women, I don't even want to know. As for habitual players...Well I think it goes without saying that they're out there online and offline.
Actually a "Polecat" is also used as a reference to a guy that's a player or a guy that chases women just for fun. You were almost right on the "Moon pies" you forgot that they're also covered in chocolate YUMMY
Blue is calming, youth, spirituality, truth, sensitive, intuitive, and peace. Also the 5th Chakra
Green is life, growth, health, nature, creative, communicative, sensitive, and renewal. Also the 4th Chakra
Red is passion, action, confidence, courage, vitality, grounded, realistic, strong will-power, survival-oriented, Powerful, energetic, and competitive. Also the 1st Chakra
Purple is balance, magic, royalty, imagination, visionary, daydreamer, idealistic, and artistic. Also the 7th Chakra
My experience has been great. I've made a lot of fabulous friends, and I've also met the man I want to and am going to spend the rest of my life with. So I may be a little biased, but as long as you keep an open mind and be honest with yourself and others...Anything can happen.
A close friend of mine was recently at the receiving end of this type of deception.
She's a very open, caring and loving person, some have even said naive, but it didn't give this guy the right to do what he did. He gave her his phone number and told her to call him. Little did she know that his girlfriend would answer the phone. Needless to say, she is hurt by his deception.
I won't go into names because he knows who he is, but why do people do this kind of thing?
I'm so happy for you Lori. You must take lots and lots of pictures. Have a wonderful time and most of all have fun visiting with everyone. Give everyone hugs and smooches for me.
As I said in another thread...Most people here in the US know that the UN is a joke. How many people have actually gone into the UN and listened to the BS that flies around in the sessions they hold.
My ex-stepfather used to work security for the UN and while he worked there I was able to see and hear some of those sessions that were held. Now granted that was in the mid to late 80's but still. What goes on is more comic relief than anything else.
You have all these representatives from all over the world and they are supposed to be there to accomplish peace talks, trade, etc etc. The only thing I ever saw and heard was at best a fighting pep rally. One country saying I want this that and the other thing and another country turns around and says well we have that but you aren't getting it from us.
It's like a school yard with all the bullies telling the kids that always get picked on "nani nani boo boo, I have it and you can't" The UN is a very sad joke unfortunately.
I grew up on Staten Island and saw the towers nearly every day. My Mom and I both worked in the towers, Tower 1 to be precise.
September 11, 2001 - My Dad's 53rd birthday. I was still bartending at the time and I was living in New Orleans. I had closed the bar around 5am and I took one of my friends home. By the time I got home it was a little after 6am, I showered, put my pj's on and went to bed. The friend I dropped off that morning called me just after the first tower had been hit. I answered the phone and he said "Cris you need to get up NOW" I protested and said "I just went to sleep" He said "Cris a plane just hit the Twin Towers" I said "Yeah, ok. You're drunk you need to go sleep it off" he said "Cris I'm serious get up and turn on the TV right now, I wouldn't be calling you if it wasn't true" I sighed with aggravation and got up and went into the living room to turn on the TV. It was on CNN because I had watched CNN before I had gone to work the previous night. I stood there in shock as I had just turned it on seconds before the 2nd tower was hit and I watched the plane hit the second tower. I got off the phone with my friend saying "Thank but I have to go I have to call my family, I'll talk to you later" and hung up without waiting for his reply.
My knees had buckled and there I sat on the edge of the sofa in shock and in tears. I called my cousin John because I knew he was supposed to be in Manhattan that day doing a job for one of the colleges...I got no answer only his voicemail. I then called my other cousin Bill at his job who works in Manhattan and it was busy. I called his apartment and that was busy too. I called my Aunt's house and that line was busy. I called John at his office and that phone was busy also. I called my Mom and after 4 tries I finally got through, I was getting a recording that said "All circuits are busy please try your call again later" I talked to my Mom for I don't know how long. We were both scared to death, we both knew too many people.
Around noon my cousin Bill finally called me. He was on the train going home when the plane hit the second tower and had seen it hit from the train. I asked him about his brother John and our Uncles, but he didn't know anything yet. He told me that as soon as he knew anything he would call me back. I knew many people that died that day and lost 11 close friends and 1 distant relative.
You Will Be Missed As a young girl I used to look at the World Trade Center in awe As I went to Manhattan on the SI Ferry that was all that I saw I would see those towers every day standing tall and proud Now there's nothing left except a big black cloud The towers that held so much meaning to many Are now gone and will be missed plenty
To the NYPD, FDNY, and EMS people that risked their lives everyday You did your jobs without a second thought of the price you'd pay For the ones still missing we will find you soon We are working by the light of the sun and the moon For those who are losing hope of finding our loved ones and friends We have to keep our faith and prayers until this all ends
This senseless attack that took too many innocent lives We must and will unite as one, rebuild and survive The tears we shed now are full of worry and grief Soon we will be able to give a sigh of relief Keep your prayers your hope and your love We will soon have them answered from heaven above. CMMC
RE: ALL IN GOOD FUN
I love it Kat...You're on a roll today