Dementia Poetry (71)

Your radiant glow, your celestial smile
The Heavens crumble from your touch
The way you move, your diamond eyes
I have never seen a beauty as such
A rose cannot even dare to compare
To the beauty that is entirely yours
I feel warmth and comfort in your presence
And with a broken heart, you were the cure
So smile for me, one more time
Wrap your arms tightly around my heart
And let me wings become your shelter
Let us hold each other and never depart

Wish not the wanted
Unto those who want not
Wish not for life to carry away your burdens
Less your burdens be greater than equal
If life were to cry with weary eyes
Would you cry, would you die
If not, if so
Carry me away in a broken ship
A broken vessel
One less mouth to feed, a broken vein
The vein is the source
From which the rich drink blood
I have no blood, no life
I have nothing
From one to another
Can another not want
All is taken
Everything is gone
See i pray for my sins
As well as for yours
But I am not the only one

Some say that beauty is all around
If that's true, then there's beauty in sound
Beauty in laughter, beauty in thought
Beauty in the love of which is to be sought
There's beauty in magic, beauty in charms
But no greater beauty than to hold you in my arms

She has long black hair
Like the sky at night
Her smile is worth
More than a thousand words
Beauty has come forth
And put it's hands on her body
Making a perfect shape
To be carressed by the wind

It's the day that keeps us apart
Here's the key, now you own my heart
Everyday, there's a life that's just begun
I love you, my blister winter sun

From Heaven, she crashed
Like a fallen star
The most beautiful creature
To ever roam this earth
But when she cries
The tears leave an awful stain
And if the angels, sacrifice themselves
So shall I

It's the day that keeps us apart
Here's the key, now you own my heart
Nightmares will come in your bed
But I'm here now, put forth thine hand

Life without you, is a life without meaning
A life without love, a life without singing
A life without truth, a life without words
A life that is always filled with pain and hurt
A life without minutes, a life without miles
A life without laughter, a life without smiles
A life without everything, so the saying is true
That life is not worth living, without you

Tears falling down my face as I'm thinking of you
Don't think that I'm begging but you should know the truth
At times I thought that I didn't need you around
I was so high off my misery, I never wanted to come down
And because of my addiction, I treated you like dirt
You gave me everything and still I made you hurt
You've shown me a love I thought I'd never get
And I don't ever want you looking at me, full of regret
I want you to look into my eyes and know I care
And if you look deep enough, you'll see the love's still there
It never went away, my love has only grown
I'm telling you all this 'cause I thought you should know
That when dreams come, it's just you and I
Holding each other, laughing, never saying goodbye
But life's not a dream, nor is it a game
And though it's you that's been hurt, it's me that's been shamed
But I've cried enough on your shoulder to flood a sea
I just can't help thinking of the times when it was just you and me

Some nights when it seems
I've cried my last tears
All I do is close my eyes
And pretend you're right here
With a warming smile
Eyes as gentle as rain
It's rememberance of your words
That sometimes consoles the pain
In all things said
Your every word like stone
Unbreakable is our bond
Both of us, with a heart of gold
So gentle, so caring
A woman so kind
That each prayer upon your lips
Has come to be my guide
If I had any angel to watch over me
Which would I choose
My dear, sweet princess
That angel would be you

What is love
Can I find it in a tree
Is it in the air
Or this funny feeling inside of me
Maybe it's the feeling I get
Everytime I look at you
'Cause it seems that I love
Every little thing that you do

What is love, when love doesn't exist
What is the heart, is it only a myth
Unexplainable conditions, stories never told
Death over-rides life, as mans' fate is sold
There's a certain question that's searching for an answer
A soulful disease, filled with cancer
Can you answer
No one answers
Say your prayers, say one for me
Can't live like this, my soul is not free
Trapped in a corner, lost in a maze
Slowly trying, my soul trying to escape
There's a truthful fashion in a hideous disguise
My soul is dying, filled with lies
Can someone help
No one tries
I feel my soul slipping, further away
No need for tomorrow, can't make it through today
Begging for forgiveness of all my sins
But can't live with this hurt that I feel within
Telling my problems to get them off my chest
My soul lies down to a peaceful rest
What's left
Nothing's left
Except life that was wasted

Moments like these are hard to define
And every breathing day, you are on my mind
If I could turn back the hands of time
Then everyday, you would be by my side
I pray to God that you will always love
See, I will love you for an eternity
And who knows, maybe we will plant a seed
You and I creating our own family
And though, right now, we're miles apart
Always remember, you have my heart
And there are nights when I just sit and cry
But I thank God, everyday, for you being in my life
I see your beautiful face, everynight in my dreams
An angel, that God has sent unto me
Just always remember that we will be together
And that my love for you will last forever

Empty promises, as she left
She went away, from everything I gave
Should've seen her face
As we said goodbye
Holding back my tears
I couldn't let her see me cry
As she went away, should've seen her face
Never seen her cry like that before
As she walked out the door
And I could've cried, 'cause the tears in her eyes
I was all she had
And I lied

When I promised her love
I promised her pain
I promised her the world
And everything, I couldn't give

Now she's gone, and I'm alone
She left me standing here, with these tears
Falling from my eyes
And I feel so lost inside
How could I have been so blind, to let her go
But I should've known
That she would turn away
It killed me
To see the tears falling down her face

When I promised her love
I promised her pain
I promised her the world
And everything, I couldn't give