Sadness Poems (1,688)

All mudd splater victims,from the words that where thrown,have corner the market price on victimiztion,people living in glas houses throw.n stones,remmber how it felt when those hurtful words cut through,and the holes that stayed until love healed you

Every f*cking day I think about death. Hoping it'll be slow, and painful as I take my final breath. My mental state is never the same, but i'm the only mother f**ker who's to blame. It's a f*cking shame to be so blessed, yet feel so depressed. When I lose my f*cking anger I feel as if my own mind becomes a stranger. Saying shit that doesn't "sound like me" but in actuality my evil thoughts are what drives me. I know my life has turned out alot better than some, but it doesn't change the fact that my mentality is full of red rum. Hopefully one day all of this shit will change hopefully before my brains are splattered all over the place. It's like my angels and demons are in a constant f*cking race. My angels want me in heaven with god full of love and grace. However my demons always come in first place, so before I ever get the chance to feel god's warm embrace i'll have to be the "victim" of a brutal murder case.

HOW CAN MY FAITH BE PURELY FULFILLED?...
WHEN I CANNOT EVEN BREATH OR BE HEALED...
I'M BROKEN AND SCATTERED WITHIN MYSELF...
FEELING THE WINDS FROM THE HOT DEPTHS OF HELL...

UNFORESEEN SHADOWS HAS ARISEN TO STALK ME...
VOICES WHISPER AS I HEAR THEIR SECRET TALES...
FROM THOSE ANCIENT ONES, STORIES ARE TOLD...
OF A PASSAGE THROUGH STYX WITH SOARING SAILS...

AND WITHIN THE GRIP OF PASSIONATE HATE...
LIES THE UNHOLY TRUTHS OF AN UNKNOWN RAGE...
DEEP BEYOND THE VEIL BEFALLS A SECRET SELF...
SO, GAZE TO THE REFLECTIONS, FOR IN SADNESS, TIME WILL TELL...

HOW CAN I EVER GROW TO BELIEVE?...
DARK POWERS GROWING THROUGH TERROR EVERLASTING...
LONELINESS CREEPS, I'M SO ALONE...
GAINING IN ABSTRACT IMMORALITY...

THEY ARE THE DEMONS OF MY DARKNESS...
HEARING THOSE SCREAMS THROUGH NIGHTMARISH DREAMS...
APPEARING TO THOSE WHO'S TORN AND WEAK...
FROM THE VERY DEVILS WE HAD UNLEASHED...

AND WITHIN THE MISTS OF POISONOUS LOVE...
LIES A DEEP, DARK TRUTH FROM THE HEAVENS ABOVE...
THIS IS NOT A DREAM, BLEEDING UNDER THE SPELL...
AN INWARD DESTINY THROUGH ONES SHATTERED SELF...

AHHH... THE SECRET SELF...
THE SECRET SELF...

I don’t really care about how I look or even how I dress
My whole f*cking life, is one big shitty disastrous mess
Who really cares if I sleep all day or work out in the gym?
Why should I be bothered, for f*ck sake I’m no longer him.

Drugs don’t work anymore and f*ck I’ve swallowed my stash
I’m thinking what now, as day by day I am running out of cash
Maybe it’s time to get another job go back and work for the man
Because I learnt my answers, are not at the bottom of a VB can

Lots of others don’t like me, but hey I loathe the sight of me too
I hate looking at myself in the mirror; I make myself want to spew
I am just a fat useless f*ck that has dropped the baton mid race
It’s all now so useless and pointless, f*ck I hate the sight of my face

I’ve botched the lot because I allowed myself to let go and again feel
Looking back at my list of f*ck ups, I wonder what was the big deal?
Though, now I have to face me, and find yet another new chapter of life
Is it possible that I could just continue on and perhaps stay out of strife?

So here I am yet again writing, getting this shit out of my head
I’ll probably finish this verse and then f*ck it; I’ll just go off to bed
For as tomorrow is Wednesday and yeah the f*cking sun will shine
Come morning I’ll get myself up and everything will be f*cking fine …

YOU HAD MADE ME FEEL LIKE SHIT.
DROVE ME TO THE EDGE OF INSANITY.
ON THE BRINK OF MADNESS, I DRIFTED ALONE.
FELT BY THE PAIN FROM THE COLD THAT PLAGUED ME.
CRUELTY BECKONS AS THE HATRED STARTS.
FULL OF EMOTION DEEP WITHIN MY SOUL .
LOST IN THE SUFFERING OF A DESERVED FATE .
AND IN MY HEART I AM SO ALONE...

YOU HAD FU*KED ME IN MORE WAYS THAN ONE.
LEFT ME FOR DEAD, YOUR EVIL WAS SPUN.
I AM BLEEDING , WITHIN MY SOUL LIES MY HELL .
AND INSIDE MY DREAMS, THE MADNESS SWELLED...

YOU HAVE RAP*D ME, DECIMATING MY MIND.
YOU SAID THAT YOU CARED, BUT YOU LEFT ME BEHIND .
AND WITHIN YOUR DARKNESS, IT'S DEPTHS I HAVE BRAVED.
UPON THIS ROAD I FELL, IN RUINS I FADE...
A KNIFE WAS THRUST SO DEEP INSIDE.
FOR, I HAD TO DIE TO FEED YOUR HIGH.
AND AS FOR MY DEATH WHICH BREATHED FROM YOUR SIN.
WHERE WAS GOD TO HELP, WHEN THERE WAS NO LIFE LEFT WITHIN?...

YOU HAD FU*KED ME IN MORE WAYS THAN ONE.
LEFT ME FOR DEAD, YOUR EVIL HAD WON.
AS I WAS BLED, THROUGH TORMENT I DWELLED.
MY CRIES WERE NOT HEARD, IN HELL I'M UNDONE ...

DECIEVED BY ALL THE FALSE PASSIONS TO BEND ME TOWARDS YOUR WILL.
CARESSED BY YOUR DARK NATURE, IT WAS I WHO YOU HAD KILLED.
BETRAYED. BY THE VERY ESSENCE WHICH BURNT SO DEEP INSIDE OF YOU.
CORRUPTED BY LUST TOWARDS PAIN WAS THE PLEDGING OF YOUR WICKED TRUTHS...

SINGING THE RHYME, A TRUTH FOR MY DEMISE.
I COULD SEE THAT HATRED WHICH BURNED WITHIN YOUR EYES.
CONFRONTED BY THOSE BITTER TRUTHS THAT ENTOMED OUR DARK EMBRACE.
CRYING OUT IN FITS OF DESPAIR, FOR THE PRESENCE I HAD FACED...
THE EVIL LIES WITHIN THE HEART THAT YOU POSSESSED INSIDE YOUR CHEST.
FOR THE DEPTHS OF MY AGONY WOULD SEE MY FINAL BREATH.
IN SUFFERING, DOORS WERE OPENED TO BASK INSIDE THIS MISERY.
YES, I WAS THE OFFERING UNTO YOUR DEMON, AND MY SOUL IS SLOWLY DYING...

YOU HAD FU*KED ME IN MORE WAYS THAN ONE.
LEFT ME FOR DEAD, LIFE WAS UNDONE.
THIS WAS MY BLOOD, SPILT BY YOUR LIES.
AS I DROWNED IN MY PAIN, I LAYED DOWN TO DIE...

YOU HAD f*ckED ME IN MORE WAYS THAN ONE.
LEFT ME FOR DEAD, CHOSE ME FOR FUN.
SCRIPTS WERE LAYED, BURNING ME IN YOUR WAKE.
SHAT UPON MY REMAINS, AS I WAS SWALLOWED BY YOUR HATE...

I DON'T KNOW WHERE I BELONG ANYMORE...
I FEEL SO BROKEN, AS I DWELL IN MY FORLORN...
I AM SORELY TORN INSIDE, THIS TRUTH CAN'T BE DENIED...
MY HEART LAY TWISTED BY DECIET AND LIES, FEELINGS OF HOPE WITHIN HAS DIED...

MY HEART BURNS IN THE WAKE OF SORROWFUL THOUGHTS...
WITHIN THINES WRETCHED EXISTENCE, ALL LOVE IS DEEPLY LOST...
MURDERED BY THOSE WORDS, WARNINGS I CHOSE TO DENY...
WITHIN THINES WRETCHED EXISTENCE, DARKNESS WAS BORN WITHIN MY STRIFE...

FALLING DEEPLY THROUGH THE THRESHOLD OF DESPAIR...
FEELING MY BLOODY TEARS DRIP FROM MY EYES, AS I LAY SCARRED...
EMOTIONS TURNING BLACK, WHAT MORE DO I FAIL TO SEE?...
I JUST BATHE INSIDE DARK MEMORIES OF ME, SO ETERNAL ARE THE DEVIL'S OF MY DREAMS...

MY HEART BURNS IN THE WAKE OF SORROWFUL THOUGHTS...
WITHIN THINES WRETCHED EXISTENCE, ALL HOPE IS LOST...
MURDERED BY THOSE WORDS, WARNINGS I CHOSE TO DENY...
WITHIN THINES WRETCHED EXISTENCE, THE DARKNESS OF WOE HAD ARRIVED...

Hypocrites
Deceive by
Saying many things
Then act in other ways
Fake

Tonight I am so lonely
Please stay with me awhile
Be my blessed company
My Lily of the Nile
Many nights I wish
Upon a falling star
That love comes to me
From near or afar
Just be with me in the moment
In solitude and peace
Make me your caprice
I need you so much tonight
These walls scream with pain
Be my shining knight
Just hold me once again
You don’t need to say a word
Nothing uttered or said
Only silence in your voice heard
And love felt within your heart
Calm the fires that burn within
And then when you leave my friend
Always think of me again

LIVING WITHIN THE TORMENT OF ALL OF MY ENDLESS FAILURES.
THE MEMORIES OF LOST HOPE ARE BURNING DEEP INSIDE MY HEAD.
IT'S A NEVERENDING, LOSING BATTLE, REVEALING THE DARK OF IT'S THIRST.
FOR THE NOURISHMENT OF PAIN CONSUMED MY STAINED AND TARNISHED DEPTHS...

AN ENDLESS SEA OF THE BLOOD OF MY FALLING TEARS.
YES, THE STREAMS OF CRIMSON ARE CALLING OUT UNTO DESPAIR.
SPEAKING OUT THROUGH DARK REFLECTIONS OF MY ABSTRACT DEVOTION.
FOR, MY WICKED EMOTIONS ARE ORDAINED BY THE HATRED OF IT'S TWISTED DOCTRINE...

I SEE THE PATH EMBRACING THE SHADOW OF LOST HOPE.
STAGNANT WITHIN THE STALE AIR, UNFOLDING EVIL, GROWING COLD.
I SEEM TO BE FINISHED, IT'S THE END, FOR LIFE IS NOW UNDONE.
FOLDING IN WITHIN ITSELF IS THE CURSE OF A BLACK PRESENCE INSIDE THAT HAS WON...

WITNESSING THE RAGING GAZE OF NIGHTMARES THAT ARE REFLECTING BACK AT ME.
UPON THIS LONELY ROAD TO KNOWHERE, OF THAT WHICH LIES WITHIN BURIED DREAMS...

THE DEVIL WITHIN IS BESTOWED AS THE DAMNATION INSIDE ME RESIDES.
FOR, I HAVE LOST MY TRUE WAY OF LIFE, FOR, THE ESSENCE OF LIGHT THAT ONCE BURNT INSIDE, HAD DIED...

I AM IN THE SUFFERING...

THE PAIN IS DEEP, CLEAR AS CAN BE.
EMOTIONS ARE LOST IN TORMENT, THE LIGHT CAN NOT BE SEEN.
A LIVING HELL DESCENDS, THIS MUST BE MY FATE.
A BATTERED SOUL IN ANGUISH, MY PAIN IS STAINED WITH ALL I HATE...

A DEMON'S FANTASY... SHE CRAVES MY BLOOD...
LOST WITHIN DARKNESS... ALONE, WITH NO ONE...

I AM IN THE SUFFERING...
I AM IN THE SUFFERING...

MY LIFE IS FLOWING WITH A DEEP, DARK PAIN.
I CRY OUT FOR PEACE, BUT ONLY DESPAIR REMAINS.
MY SOUL IS SCREAMING FOR SOMETHING I CAN'T HAVE.
I DIE THE SAME EVERY NIGHT, MY SOUL IS TURNING BLACK..

A TWISTED REALITY... SHE CRAVES MY DEATH...
ALONE IN THE PAIN I DWELL... SADNESS HAS CREPT...

I AM IN THE SUFFERING...
I AM IN THE SUFFERING...

I AM F**KED UP IN MY BRAIN.
HAVE I GONE COMPLETELY INSANE?
SHE HAS STOLEN WHATS LEFT OF MY WILL.
IT'S MY HEART THATS BEATEN AND MAIMED...

I HAD NOW BECOME THE DEMON OF MY DARKNESS.
I'VE BEEN BAPTISED IN THE FLAMES OF BLACKNESS.
A WH*RE FROM THE VERY BOWELS OF HELL, FEEDING ON THE EVIL.
MY OLD LIFE WAS RIPPED APART, AND THE CHAOS IS UNVEILED...

BROKEN DREAMS CORRUPT MY MIND, TO LOVE AND LIGHT I AM BLIND.
STAINED BY THE AGONY OF THIS PAIN, I CRUMBLE AND FALL WITHIN THIS GAME.
BURIED IN THE PASSIONS OF HATE, IS HER DEVIL THAT CALLED ME TO MY GRAVE.
I DREAM OF PEACE I ONCE HAD, BUT SAD EMOTIONS TOOK IT'S PLACE...

SHATTERED WORLDS... REFLECTIONS OF DISGRACE..
THE SUFFERING BESTOWS WHAT IS DUE... THE SUFFERING WAS EMBRACED...

I AM IN THE SUFFERING...
I AM IN THE SUFFERING...