Lonely in a crowd. . .
Have you ever feel lonely in a crowd?Or when you came home from a great party and all the sudden the loneliness strikes you?
And you feel so empty inside?
How did theese 2things happen in one time?
For me, maybe before i never actually find my very self.
That is why i always feel alone even in a crowd of good friends.
So maybe one must find it self first, than to be able to feel happy with life at any circumstances given?
Well,its new years eve, my girls are probably getting ready for a party right now. They did lured me to come though. . . .
But i feel like staying in. .
I rather think of the people who cried coping with life and misfortune tonight . .
Maybe that way, i will become more human than just a walking dead man in heart . . .
And i know my girls will understand. .
I just had a warm dinner with my familly. .
And my son and his friends are running arround blowing the New Years trumpet out side
And im sitting here with my coffee. . .
Smilling. . .
HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010 DEAR FRIENDS. . .
Comments (9)
When most people feel lonely. That is why people feel the need to talk to other people when there are a bunch of them in an area, so they aren't obviously all alone. But they feel like it's anyway. Even in a room full of family and other close relatives, and during times of celebration. You.....attribute this to your own personality and upbringing. You fall victim to thinking "inward" instead of "outward", and that makes you lonely/sad.
HAPPY NEW YEAR.....MY FRIEND.....
STEVENO........
Nice blog!
i hope i can be with her next New Years eve
Happy New Years