"Home" away from 'home'..

Ok so this is my first rant, well over here it is at least as I have been ranting away on all sorts of media for neigh 35 years now.

I have decided to start "penning" my thoughts over here - not that anyone has actually used pens for anything nobler than pea-shooting for quite a while, perhaps the occasional wood mark but nothing much else - and see if any good comes out of it, or mischief even.

First of all we need to tackle a serious shortcoming in the English language that is also evident in most other tongues I am familiar with. We do not have a word for what I have become. In its absence I am labeling the condition as "AJ1976ism" and basically it is the position an expatriate finds himself in upon returning to his home country if said ex-expatriate (it is not even a word, I know, and I still want to use it, so sue me) is not exactly over the moon about the whole affair. Home, so to speak, no longer feels quite like home.

I have personally found it very hard to accept my return even though things are much easier for me over here and my friends and family are all here. I have traveled to and from several times in fact. The few people I know who have been through the same events seem to share my distress to a degree. Has anyone else been through anything of the sort? Any tips? And seriously what is one to do? Pursue a life back in one's motherland or actively seek to re-expatriate (this one probably exists, if it does not just add it to the aforementioned lawsuit) at all costs?