Being my own picture perfect ..
Have you ever been in the situation, when you look at the family picture of the people you know and how they look so perfect in it ? but a real mess outside of it ?I mean like you know the husband or the wife or even the whole family on daily basis, you know how they are and they are certainly not like what they seemed to be in their picture , far from the image they are trying to show.
And sometimes you even see how they pass judgements to others on how unlucky people to not found a true love "like them" or how poor are people who don't have a family "like them", or to the single ones they would try to convince them that there is definitely something wrong with them to not have found him/her soul mate.
Supposedly , if i get to choose between that kind of life or my own life, i rather choose my own, because at least i am being true, even though its only to my self , and i don't have to share my bed with a liar. I probably have nightmares or even if i somehow manage to keep it all inside i know it would eat me alive on the inside,
I am actually more comfortable in being my own picture perfect than being in a lie.
And when i said that you are my home to a man that i love, it will not just be my feet that go home to him at night, because i believe my heart will never leave his side even for once.
i trully wonder if such life really feels good on the inside ..
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Kasih..Waffy..
I also really believe and have faith that one can find an honest partner despite and in spite of others "judgements"!
Yes, unfortunately all my siblings, except for one, were all cynics and judgmental! So I know the feeling!
Oh you know how society are sometimes ..
Since its 5am there i will make you some coffee
Have a great day
I have a nail infection and I can't drink any kind of liquor for another 5 weeks because of the medication,
here's your hot beverage
YEAH! As I was reading your comment about all the drinks you offered later and I said, "Dang!! They all have caffeine"! hee hee
BUT in 35 days I will be rid of the little pesky pills!!!
I have a lot of friends and aquintences who seem to "have it all", married, kids, house etc. There are some I actually know well enough to see what's going on behind the scenes - and I wouldn't want to swap with them.
Enjoy your life, you live only once and I hope you'll find what makes it perfect for you.
35 days ....
Enjoy your life and no dont swap with the fake peopl
How many times have you been in love?
And how many men have you told that you love them.
You know I wish you nothing but happiness
But
Maybe we all look for what doesn't really exists
Life is precious and love is rare. Still hope it'll be out somewhere.