Truth Serum.

I love alcohol! No...not for me...but, in others!

I love that something verbally slipped (under the influence) and he said "I do want kids" - regardless of what he knew I was looking for in a long term partner. Alas, the truth comes out...again, just add Jesus juice.

So whats the big deal anyway? Why can't men just say what is truth? Why can't they answer the questions honestly without saying I'm not sure or I dont know? This is a reoccuring problem of saying one thing at first and then something thereafter.

I asked Reed if he "ever" wanted kids in his life or ever wanted to have them and he originally said, "If God says he doesn't want me to have kids I'm okay with that. It's in HIS hands. It's not a need for me to have kids." That unclear response cost me time and effort...well, time at least. I usually don't apply effort unless I know for sure. So see! I didn't waste effort in trying to do anything extra for him.

If I have a sense that something is there...then you get effort. Now that I know he wants kids - I don't want to even talk to him sweetly anymore. I can be his friend and do stuff...but, no more smooching! I'm done. Reed wanted kids and just didn't tell me. Now he's calling me and texting me and wondering why I don't respond. Soon I'll have to tell him I don't want to see him anymore because I don't want to stand in his way of having them.

This sucks!

But, moving on now....

Kendall seems nice. He better answer the questions I ask correctly or else!