There's a craziness inside me,
I'm afraid to let out.
It provokes & disturbs me,
Sometimes I need to scream, out loud.
It's not a danger to anyone,
It's just a voice, I hear.
A voice without reason,
That I cannot share.
Sometimes the voice tells me,
What I chose, not to hear.
I drown these thoughts &
Keep busy. Misplace & erase,
The fear...
Some call it crazy, without a
Reasonable doubt.
I prefer to call it normal, only turned
Inside out...
Maybe I'm confessing, that I am "crazy",
In a unusual way.
Because I'm not ashamed, it helps me
Cope each day...
Sometimes it warns me of danger,
That I need to stay away.
Other times it comforts me.
When it tells me, what to say...
Now I welcome & embrace these
Feelings, and everything I see.
Knowing it can be distorted,
By my own reality...
I can't get rid of it,
A constant presence,
In my mind.
No longer do I shun it,
My crazy psyche,
Is just fine!!!