A burn't out old lover I Though I've still a spark of chemistry. I'm still able but lack the will Disillusioned and lonely still.
At least my poetry isn't fake Although I may be an old rake. Many women I have known Through a heart that I've not shown.
For every girl, at night to dream of her Although I may be an old deceiver. I'll chart each love - define each girl Describe each freckle, and hair that curls.
Thus I'll be going for quite a while The variety of my lover's wiles. Each time and place and circumstance Ev'ry occasion of love's sweet dance.
If I write enough then just maybe One day they will have to pay me. Meanwhile, here I'll write for you - CS poets, and for others too.
I hold dogs and horses in high esteem (And as they say, it's free to dream). A lover who respects a woman - Nowadays not all that common.
A lot of my life has been sad And like most poets, I'm half mad. Harmless though, and still quite sexy I think most women are lovely ladies.
Lately, now I have stopped drinking (This must be good for love I'm thinking). And I must write - something to do To entertain both me and you.
I have a depth inside my soul That few can touch and none can hold. Although it is a long shot maybe I may just change for the right lady.
And I will be meticulous - (Luckily I've kept a list). Hopefully, I will find bliss Now that I am off the piss.
It is so hard to stay sober - Every day's a battle over. I stay alive to write for you This (my muse) is my lover too.
So there you have it -- my sixty'th poem You can't say that I haven't known 'em. I must sign out now - lovecanbereal - In poetry, I'm the "real deal".
Glad writing your poems help you. I know writing mine serves as a release for all kinds of emotions. Well - I have curly hair and freckles both! Keep writing!
Kathy
lovecanberealOPSydney, New South Wales AustraliaAug 16, 2016
Kathy, I have always appreciated your support. Thank you.
Your poem is so full of emotions and I really enjoy your poetry. Somewhere your soulmate is waiting for you. Remember the pen is much stronger than how we feel bout ourself. Both of you will find each other when the time is right. She'll love you for who you are and not of your age or how you look at the outside.
lovecanberealOPSydney, New South Wales AustraliaAug 16, 2016
Thanks Rose, this is not really self pity here, it is really just the rueful emotions that most of us feel about getting old. Thanks for the comment.
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Kathy
Your poem is so full of emotions and I really enjoy your poetry.
Somewhere your soulmate is waiting for you. Remember the pen is much stronger than how we feel bout ourself.
Both of you will find each other when the time is right.
She'll love you for who you are and not of your age or how you look at the outside.
And like most poets I'm half mad.
Great lines...loved them!
Write us some more.
Well done you for staying away from the beer
Keep it up
Lilly
This creation of maniacal words, lack movement of spreading a universal strain.
Yet smoothness in your pen.
Look more further.
Soph