the end
Feeling it loom Impending doom Holding Not knowing Controlling By molding The shaming, maiming the blaming Life shadow is waning See future fading Cursed burden containing Close more comes Filling the heart disablin
Listen
Be with me through my tears Stay close to me when I fear That nothing good can ever happen. Wipe away my pain When noone else can think Or imagine of my sufferin. Help me bury all d insults,sarcasm, and taunts Which others bestow upon me De
without you
This was written when i was about 21. I was deeply inlove with a certain someone, who had gone away for a very long time, and i was just completely gutted to the core, each day ripped more and more out of me.
it's time
it's time to say goodbye to the world it's time to find happinees wich i couldnot find it in this life maybe it's there in the other life sorry my friends but it's time to say goodbye to the world
The Ultimate Denial
depression
Missing my boy
Written to my boy who is my world describing my fears.
asking for forgiveness
She stole my heart away from me Then gave it back in a hurry I’ll do anything to have that back Baby I’m sorry I hurt you so please just hear me out She will always be on my mind Never ever going away Wish I could take back what I did All I
train wreck (for micheal)
I wrote this a number of years ago thinkin of my oldest brother micheal who died at birth. 'nuff said.
sitting and waiting
just made this up reminds me of my dog i once had
Tryin' Everything I Can
Just an "authentic" blues number in the Key of E
setback
Trying to move forward, and a song rekindles the broken heart.
tears in the rain 3
its not 3 poems its 1 i just put it in 3 parts
Forever Will Be
Lost and insecure, wandering day and night Walking around in circles pondering Forever will be. Many times I thought how I would end up being lost and insecure, Unsure of what I desired the most could possibly ever come true. There I was ponderi
AIRPORT AND ME
AIRPORT AND ME PEOPLE LIKE TO TRAVEL ALL AROUND THE WORLD TO SEE NEW PLACE, NEW PEOPLE BUT WHEN YOU MET AND LOVE SOMEBODY IN ANOTHER PLACE AND YOU HAVE TO LEAVE HIM TEARS AND SADNESS IS WITH ME SANDESS
The Movie Has Been Over A long Time
Now that I'm older I have the script I know the lines But the movie has been over For such a long long time For years you have walked beside another guy And I have never entered your mind That's what I get for being shy Yes the movie has bee
A Hundred Or More
Reduce speed road work ahead next 5 miles But the rain will keep pouring down For a hundred or more I've been this way many times for sure But this time is different Than all the times before Giving up and letting go As every song on the r
Liar
I can't believe these things, That you're putting me through, Although I shouldn't be surprised, It's not anything new, I think of all the things, You've ever done to me, You said I was the one, That together we'd always be, I
angel of light
oh dearest love treasuring how you capture me honey sweetly beautifully smiling approaching golden as our souls spark together darling distance can close our paths have crossed inside upon thee ocean heart of the soul kissing flutte
Burning Bridges
Sometimes a thought or emotion which only last a few minutes can prompt an action with permanent results. Guilt, loneliness, sorrow, fear, hate, anger... These can push us down a path we would otherwise never follow.
Must I ?
I was divorcing an abusive husband and I felt as trapped by our legal system and the wait required by our law, as I had ever felt trapped by him. I had to accept it though as I could not change the law. Acceptance came at a hard price.
Lost Glory
It popped in.
Glowing
I seem to write poetry when things are rough! Like my car needing a new clutch!
Secret of the Rose
For many years the only way I let my feelings out was writing, but nobody ever read it. I didn't believe enough in myself. Things sure have changed :)
The descent
You take me up high high high I hear the flutter its melts me like butter I'm yours Take me I'm Yours Take me up Higher Faster No longer a flutter Beating Wings The feathers start to fall one by one they fall, fall, fall
Fancy
It´s pleasant to spend time sleeping out, waking up, don`t have to jump up in a hurry, cozy breakfast, enough time doing things for yourself, everything you have to do ------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Tides of Night
I draw the drapes Shut out the night Now the day has gone And another battle won What is this fight It’s the machine which Ever assails the itch Which is to create There is no time When fatigue defeats There is no quiet As sirens split th
Virtue-less Souls
What a sad song she sang, her eyes conveyed the pain, Her voice rang out passionately & tears filled her emerald green eyes. I sensed her misery; & similar memories of my own permeating through my mind. She swayed her body from side to s
The Way of Peace
It's hard to find these days No time to walk, to meditate, to spend the hours to find... The blossoms are not on the trees. The water flows not from the streams It's so hard to find... Honor now, a fleeting dream. A dream from the past an
broken heart
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Shadows and Sun
Wow when I read this one now and remember back to where I was, what a difference. I believe that everything happens for a reason, I don't know the reasons for that period of my life, but they helped make me the person I am today so no regrets.
My Reality
This is an old one when I was down in the dumps. Reflecting back on it makes me realise how much has changed in a year and life is actually pretty amazing right now.
The best and worst of Being, Broken
...I guess everyone has low moments...
What I used to be
Heartache
love or hate
is it time to love or is it time to hate where is the love gone has it gone dead has it vanished in a instint or has it just gone into hideing only god knows how it all started seems hate is easier than love isnt it all time to unite rat
the wall
Promises unspoken are promises unbroken dreams never dreamed never die hearts never shaken are hearts never taken doors never opened don't pry Songs never sung are notes never missed hands never held lips never kissed trust never given is trus
No Point
a pulled tooth a shit year an hour to go I waited.. it was open mic night For some reason ‘No Point’ thought I looked a little less lost than him He stuck his chest out adjusted his balls and fiddled with his guitar I asked
Homage to 3000000 martyrs
Bangladesh- a name Bangladesh-a darling piece of poetry Bangladesh-a loving mom Caressing her all children From dawn to dusk. And now tears rolling down on her chick Flaring like the dew on tender grass As Pakistan army murdered 3000000 p
hurt
hurt bitter resentful conflict words haste sow love not bitter seeds hurt
Misery (01/06/2011)
Misery, Misery, Misery. It sure loves company. I will never know if this will ever end Disappointment seems to me my only friend! I’m always feeling down and feeling bummed out I sometimes get the urge to just shout! I‘m already facing the fact
Life is a Dance
Just written now, 6-9-11, after watching a movie called Mad About Mambo. It doesn`t hurt that it`s chalk full of Irish accents. My weakness. I thought of how we live through our life avoiding things, living through painful and even joyful things, how some can really bring us to our knees. But ya know, there`s passion in life, too. Just not mine.
Ghost Story
My first written poem for the new year 2013, it starts with a journey into the supernatural world with...."Ghost Story", set in eerie Scotland around Halloween time.
Just Because(Macduff's Challenge)
People are always staring at me when i write in my poetry book and talk about me behind my back. They think i am either slow or a nerd. Even my friend likes my poetry but gives me the evil eye when i bring out my book around her.