mindfful Forum Posts (18,996)

RE: A special friend needs a hug,how about it CS

thats really nice

i remember that surreal feeling

like i was alone in a bubble and my feelings and process was very private but looking back i was, they were and im glad of it

they often leave when less people or no one is there.

8 yrs of hospice
countless passings
its very common phenomenon that they are alone when they pass over


guess maybe thats a private surreal bubble too

RE: Good Morning

dear girl

please post a pic that shows your delightful nose growth

RE: Good Morning

whats happening?

in 5 minutes i got 6 different scam mails

RE: Good Morning

yo

morning for you

night for me

i am still ill but promised i will feel better in 3 days or its the hospital


how are YOU?

RE: Do Your Standards Drop With Time?

feels good dont it?

its only now that i know i didnt know then what i surely understand now

RE: WOULD you say something?ANYTHING?

DARN YOU WOMAN AND YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE AND I HOPE YOU ARE LURKING!!

I DIDNT ANSWER YOU QUICK ENUF AND NOW YOU POOFED-

CHECK BACK IN I BEEN WANTIN TO CONNECT WITH YOU


GAAAAAAAAAAAAA

RE: Do Your Standards Drop With Time?

that sounds good

i only had eggs and rice and sausages

RE: Do Your Standards Drop With Time?

ommmmmmmmmmm

RE: Do Your Standards Drop With Time?

wikked always with the thought provoking questions

i think standards change and hopefully mature (become more realistic and productive) not necessarily lower

good stuff

so glad youre back

RE: STOP A Heart Attack Fast ~ Cayenne Pepper

another absolute misdirection and misrepresentation

what i said i said to someone else and due to your harassment of the very same type in that thread i clarified my statement which oddly enuf
as it turns out
still remains noyb



again you spend effort to leave breadcrumbs to try to convince someone anyone that i am yukky

those that know me know im not
those that would jump on your bandwagon would be working w/ very little and inaccurate frame of reference and you sir have no reason for any of it other than being negative negative negative

i have gotten more mail tonight about this than i get in a week

its a comfort but you still remain an annoyance

RE: WOULD you say something?ANYTHING?

welcome to CS

great profile and no worries CS is totally completely and utterly free

hang out

number of cancer survivors here

all types from all over the world
good place to be when youre sick
even when its frustrating it can be a good journey during the journey

ok g'night CS

wrecked from being stoopid and expending energy on wasteful sentiments here

i will learn someday
i will i will i will

RE: STOP A Heart Attack Fast ~ Cayenne Pepper

EXAMPLE NUMBER 58

dood

you constantly follow me
pick a line from my post TO SOMEONE THAT IS NOT YOU
and make some disparaging remark about me

why do you find me worthy of so much attention and why must it be so negative and why are you such a codependent butinsky that you draw out of context a line from a comment i make to someone else and insult me and try to imply i am being crappy to someone??

i mean really its hilarious

you accuse me weirdly and with no actual facts of being like you are and its plain for all to see i am not

i am not like you, i am not as you portray me to be

i mean is it just fun pokin at me and me reacting? seems childish

we dont even know each other- do you do this to folks at the next table in a restaurant? interject negativity into the conversation they are having? i doubt it but

RE: A special friend needs a hug,how about it CS

well hello there!! and goodnight but man pleasure to see you

RE: A special friend needs a hug,how about it CS

no i said what i meant and i meant what i said and frankly it wouldnt matter to him WHAT i said he would find fault in it

and i have no idea why

i absolutely meant what i said and i think it is ridiculous when people attack people that arent even speaking to them
it just is self centered
like this topic has a damn thing to do with anyones opinion of how someone shares

in the context of my entire comment i meant what i said

he had a task he met it well that is to be congratulated and after a time he will move on to whatever is next in his life

it was meant as an acknowledgment of his honorable choices

people that dont 'approve' of how i express myself might want to consider they might not understand me or they might just veer off-

in real life no one walks up to other folks and spouts this type of rubbish because it is inappropriate.

RE: A special friend needs a hug,how about it CS

DF you asked us to post to your friend in his time of loss

i felt i had something to share since he too was his moms caregiver and i know what its like when you do that and stop your life for that time and then they pass.

i appreciate you acknowledging me in the thread- sorry for my part in the disruption in a good thread

sometimes i screw up

RE: A special friend needs a hug,how about it CS

WHAT are you talking about?

if you saw something inappropriate about what i said it was in poor taste to interject that here

you seem to relish picking at me-especially what i say to others that involves you not in the least

i dont get it

get a new hobby why dontcha?

my feelings are my feelings and no one can judge how someone else feels and if i was speaking to you then maybe you could have a response regarding the way you were understanding me but i wasnt so whats your point?

i wasnt inappropriate you just either really dont understand me or just enjoy insulting me and its ridiculous and you look foolish doing it

i dont know you i dont want to know you and ive never said a cross word to you and in point of fact have been friendly to you a number of times in passing so honestly can ya lay offa me please?

RE: STOP A Heart Attack Fast ~ Cayenne Pepper

yo rose

i mean bye rose

RE: STOP A Heart Attack Fast ~ Cayenne Pepper

well shoot
healthy living is gone it seems so i guess ill jet too

RE: STOP A Heart Attack Fast ~ Cayenne Pepper

nope

sorry to disagree but not possible

not disagreeing to be disagreeable but medicine and liabilities are something i actually, for better and worse, know about

muse do you ever sleep?

RE: STOP A Heart Attack Fast ~ Cayenne Pepper

medical 'research' is a very profitable industry and with some research the facts are present that there are cures for many cancers and have been in the US but have been outlawed when found to be effective even tho they were simply vitamin therapies.

the fda and the ama decide jointly what treatments will be allowed and some believe those decisions are to a degree based on long term profitability projections.

indigenous peoples that have been taught in their traditions down thru generations to care for their bodies with what is available and use what is present in theior environment and tried and true do not have most viruses, infections or cancers of any type and they arent using drugs...

RE: STOP A Heart Attack Fast ~ Cayenne Pepper

thats funny

im a a bona fide nurse and have survived 'fatal' cancer and come back from a paralysing spinal cord injury and with all the access i have to western medicine it is the alternative options that have caused my body to overcome

not knocking western medicine as a whole just sharing a bit of my personal experience

and also just noticed part of your post is absolutely medically inaccurate. sorry. not trying to fight just saying

RE: STOP A Heart Attack Fast ~ Cayenne Pepper

hi HL

i used cayenne in caps i made up in bulk, and took 2 3x a day and in 3 months the ulcer in my stomach had healed.

there are many herbal remedies in the world and medicine that has been used for thousands of years with real and lasting success.

like acupuncture for one. has kept symptoms at bay for me throughout my spinal cord 'difficulties' and costs so little

thanks for sharing

RE: A special friend needs a hug,how about it CS

thats what these stories are for right?

thats what gives our life value is sharing it with another
so i am happy to tell my truth and hope that it sets someone free

RE: WOULD you say something?ANYTHING?

true that

dont wanna turn into a pillar of salt

RE: WOULD you say something?ANYTHING?

dunno why you are dizzy but i find this one to be helpful sometimes

RE: WOULD you say something?ANYTHING?

wise guy

RE: WOULD you say something?ANYTHING?

oh ps world

not one snowflake in chicago so far this year

bit strange

RE: WOULD you say something?ANYTHING?

haha oopsie
i just posted that comment and signed out

im quite ill and just sign in now and again for mail and a blurt or two

brooklyn is part of NYC where i grew up and just lots of parts of my past come up for reflection at this time of year thats all

RE: WOULD you say something?ANYTHING?

thinkin bout brooklyn




time of year for reminiscing i guess

RE: What would you most like to know about the person above you???

all the time

but at this point they call it senility

play nice kids im back to the blankets