i always 'know' what i am sposed to do in these situations
and if i dont get a 'know' i do nothing
i am not at all interested in trying to manipulate or control the person asking
that is their business
my business is what i am sposed to do and my business is can i spare it? which by the way i have given my last dollar on 2 or 3 occassions because i very clearly received internal direction to do so.
hmmmm- i never died from it yet...nor went hungry or without anything...
takes an open hand to receive folks- if i am clutching tightly i cannot receive
circulation is exactly that- a circle... things flow in and out- if it only flows in thats called a stagnant stinking pool
but as you mention the key is willingness and attempts
then of course- like any imperfection we have i think we all try to show up for relationships by working on our shortcomings that get in the way of creating and maintaining intimacy
RE: Back again after 2 years
hi what was your old screenname?did you know me?
did we like each other?
i looked at all your pics but cant place you
but im glad youre here now