I loved the Niagara Falls, especially the Canadian side. I loved Canada anyway. The town a bit touristy and honeymoony. I remember it wss the first place I had ever seen waterbeds advertised in motels..lol
Very sorry to hear of your loss. It is very hard to lose a sibling. Allow your friends to be there for you. Use them, that is what they want you to do, that is what they are there for. If you do need more help, then do as the other posters said, contact a local doctor, priest or a specialist organisation who will be able to help you. There are bereavement groups too.
Allow yourself to grieve,you will come out the other side. Things do get better xx
RE: Gods of Convenience....
I'd have answered, Saxa