~~ Dark sides~~ ( Archived) (99)

hahaha (and a new wig!)

great role modeling claaaayer

you guys are stealing my answers!!!

yes its odd to imagine how to include someone
and 24/7 would never work-not even on a vacation

i had the wonderful opportunity in december
to at least see what it felt to have someone in my space
it was strange but okay
no physical contact-that would have made a mess tho im sure

what you are saying jb i think is some really good advice
i received and try to remember
as i have had history of falling for and afterwards mourning
not the real guy but my idea of his potential? and ours?
does that make sense?-like all my projection/hope...

that is immature-but i lived that way til i didnt anymore...

i was told if you can accept him as he is right now-
if he were never to change one bit from today
can you accept him?

that gives pause and i find it helpful
as thats about me taking responsibility-
not expecting from him...

and i dont regret learning this stuff later
it gives value to my mistakes
gives me options w/ experience behind
and besides if i knew this at 25 there woulda been no
25 yr old man i would have wanted to stay that way forever-

I am sure my dark sides show in my post. The problem is, when I am feeling these things...I don't shut up, I continue to say what I feel.....and always will. I am too old to really care what people think of me, so I can always caim senility for my rants.

Now what am I hiding from a potential partner??? I can't very well tell it here and continue to hide it, now can I?

hi trish!!

yes we shall be happy spinsters

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thewall is a show off-lol
mr succinct answer

oops and he is here in the daytime!
id better fix my hair


eeek

Good morning good to see you.

Cut you nose off? You mean like Michael Jackson? Man,. That would be really dark.

I think my dark side shows in my art. Sometimes it can be somewhat frightening and distorted. Yet, other times it can be “wow”.

aaaand the peanut gallery is heard from


hiiii rick!

Place "expectations" on me, and you are setting yourself up to be disappointed..


It has nothing to do with me, as they are "your" expectations..

Morning Sweets