I have sat and often wondered why,
pondered over words left unsaid,
I tried to contact you, I really did try,
you never answered me, you let you friends do instead,

They told me that I was not the one for you,
that to be a man and let it go,
very hard to say or do, especially as my love was true,
I had so much love for you, it was always on show,

Now your buried and hidden away,
you even left the site we met,
I never did get the chance to have my say,
you found it so easy to say forget,

Now I have wondered all the why`s,
and it is now in plain sight,
I no longer think of you and sigh,
your love was transparent as the light,

You told me of your past hurts and how you was never loved,
I did my best to prove and right this wrong,
how you wanted all to be, soft and gentle like a dove,
while you were here I was what you wanted and my love was strong,

Now your gone and hiding away like some thief,
scared to talk or even show your face,
your own written words now beggar`s belief,
you broke my heart, that was a disgrace,

So you hide in your rose coloured world of pain,
telling people how your scared and hurt,
I was a poor choice, from me you had little to gain,
my words now, are not so nice but very curt,

I thank you from the bottom of my heart,
I have my freedom to choose again,
no longer will I wonder why were apart,
you are nothing, but memories stain.