Yes no wonder I "lost it" yesterday. As much as I want to talk with him tonight I have to cut it short. My appointment tomorrow is at o'clock so can sleep a little longer. I be no good for the weekend lol. I can not drink coffee at night for sure and I never drink soft drinks of any kind.
The night before last I had two hours sleep. Last night already tired from the night before, talked from about nine until 2.30 this morning, so about 3-4 hours sleep at the most. I have an appointment I can not cancel so must drive. I know this is dangerous!
I will have to tell Romeo to keep it shorter tonight as I have another appointment tomorrow.
It is called living dangerously but in the wrong sense here. Better pray my little heart out.
Can't tell you guys everything. lol Won't give away too many details as I just know who, is going to play detective and find him. And no, his job won't give him away, as it is not listed as such.
Psycholgist ha ha, and that my favorite subject to boot. Yes he is one also. We were already talking in that direction, when he said; are your reading my mind? I am a psychogist. It made for some great conversation for sure.
It was the night before I had so little sleep, then not hearing from him until about 9 clock last night, trying to figure out why, yes it did not help. I need to get more sleep tonight but it will be the same he will call again late. lol Will do less figuring out from now on And, get more sleep.
We so very quicly could communicate so well. He has a great sense of humour too. Believes in all that I do. Yes I hope that you too will soon be able to move on and find love again
Thank you somechick. Guys just disappeared before we all have had that happen. Because I felt such a strong bond with this man I took it hard. Tried to figure our what could have been the reason for not contacting me all day I thought It had to be that weight gain. There seemed to be nothing else it could have been.
Younger, but not by much. Well no one can expect me to look like a 50 year old. Some say I look ten years younger but the fact remains that I am 71 nothing can change that. I feel young...that is the main thing, am healthy so?....
Thank you Stef. I feel so stronly this man is a keeper. Just found a flower thanking me for a lovely evening. I has been mostly a pain full three years after my husband died. Having met others after but it did not work out.
After I left here I went again to my mailbox. He had just opened it and right after came to IM me. I did not mention why I had been so upset and taken to wonder that it must have been the weight. As he had not phoned today the whole day. This has been the modus of operandi with several men, to disapear after a few emails, so I thought, here we go again.
I do now know the reason he could not phone and understand. We talked until 2.30 and only we stopped because there was a problem and we were cut off. Talking about my weight never came up as that was not a isue with him. I all came from my own head.
I am so happy because I feel so good about him and he about me. He is a psychologist found that out tonight and maybe because I like that subject so much, did we have some fantastic conversations.
Talking with him felt like we had known each other for a very long time. How you would feel about a pair of old comfortable shoes. No we had not met yet that was supposed to happen this Friday.
If anything ever happened to someone how would we know? Same as the people on here. Someone never showing up anymore, I would think could something have happened to her/him It would be the first thing I would think.
In this case he has my phone number only. I was going to IM him, but if he won't open my mail, he would not IM either.
He was unlike someone I have met for a very long time. I have learned to judge people pretty good. I am almost sure it was the weight, it was important to him. He loved the outdoors etc so 10 lb is not something to worry about to much it can come off again. I really did gain it being on here to much. As I said I am well proportioned but he did not asked about that and I did not even felt the need to tell him.
drops her? Hard to believe this as that would be very shallow from him. On the phone last night he asked me how much I weighted. Just by asking he should it meant a lot to him.
We had a great time on line and on the phone. Communicated so easy, talked about every thing under the sun. Laughted a lot. Did not believe they made guys like him anymore. I thought I must have died and gone to heaven. He thought I was the cat's meow so he is smart too! He was online today but did not open my letter in mailbox
Yes CS is too blame for the ten pound gain. I am lucky is all well distributed.I look okay! I work out every other day I swim and work out in the pool. Have been a bit slack the last few weeks. I will drop the exstra lard again as I don't like it myself. But too have dumped me for and exstra 10 lb? I just can't get my heart around this..
When I see the yes by the Do you allow does that show it is on. Clicking on his profile shows no where a where I can see IM
I had some time ago another problem when someone had semd me a card. Was told where to look but it was not there either. Wanted to tell the adm but did not. As I said others can IM me
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Sleep depravation is like driving drunk..Two night with only a few hours sleep makes me dangerous.
Yes no wonder I "lost it" yesterday.As much as I want to talk with him tonight
I have to cut it short.
My appointment tomorrow is at o'clock so can sleep
a little longer.
I be no good for the weekend lol.
I can not drink coffee at night for sure and I never
drink soft drinks of any kind.