Even though "I like you to be honest up front no games "--no one really want that because people don't know how to deal with that. So they play the game of if I don't see it won't touch me. WRONG
Gb--Something's are private and I am a private person--that is why I don't understand, My love or relationship to be shouted out from the roof top. No, but I do expect freedom in speaking or reaching him and being able to discuss anything in our relationship freely. Yes there is a 17 year old daughter -- Living in another part of the world and according to him a wife that is in that part of the world also. To announce it is not my idea of a love relationship.
Gosh I sound like a idot --- because I liked someone. I am worthy of love - loving - caring - and capable of recieveing these also-- and who think this is not so should not be around me.
Thank you all for you support and help, Because of you all my heart has a smile.
First-screem, Then you sit still and be silent--here comes the thought prosses, before you know it -- things start kinda coming together. You are still alive--the sun came up and when you look in the mirror that's the lady you love more than anything, anyone and reason start happening--yes I deserve better. I may be abandoned but here I stand happy I am who I am. and that comes from beep within -- That is the magic God has put within all of us. So you start different people and what do you know your taking part in the world again.
That's how I delt with my abandon feeling situtation - what ever you want to call it BEING LEFT ALONE. After all those years, It was the greatest of all.
Yeh--but for how long?? I have a short fuse and shorter patience. I want to be nice but life is so darn short............. Give me a minute I'm thinking: help:
RE: Betrayal and Blame
Alway's three sides Your's Their's and the truth. Oh and you never get others involve. It's you and you made the choice.Sorry JMO