Thank you, you make me feel welcome here. We talked about it earlier and it still stands true. Right now I'm confused and not sure what to do. I have to guard my emotional wellbeing.
Thanks Stef! Sweet of you. Yes, actually I'm just at the brink of getting closure, then I can move on. Should be another month only. After that... well then I would just HAVE to move on regardless...
No but don't you ever feel frustrated if you can't defend yourself? Or should we all elevate to some nirvanic level where this is no longer needed? My response: to leave. And I think about it a little too often it seems...
You have a point there. Those who are holier than thou and pretend to be better than they are, are the ones making the lists I know, I've seen (clairvoyantly of course)
They don't know it but angels are putting down notes in the domesday book... especially long ones for those who sneak in with their hats down and trench coats up to their ears - with nothing underneath.
Actually I'm thinking of reporting this because it's conspiracy and speculation about what might or might not have been going on behind the scenes. I have not "instigated hatred" but if one person I was talking to for a while said any such thing it may very well have been a figure of their own mind, and vindictive because of reasons I can't disclose here - oddly enough some people have a weird way of looking at things. And you want to use that as a gospel??? Smells like double standards to me.
You can go and read the nice things that I have been accused of on the thread Sassez is mentioning, new relationships. Kind of déjà vu since last time it happened you and I were making some innocent jokes. I don't know if Sassez is on the warpath suggesting that I have said negative things on that thread in regard to Ven and Yew but I most certainly have not but then again it's a question of reading things properly. Seems I stepped into a beeshive again.
Hey there, thanks, nice of you. Trouble is, there are fights here too. And a LOT to read to keep up. I was hoping for interaction but I guess it's a lost cause for the most part...
Yes you're right, I talk to people who happen to be around but apparently I'm not always aware that they have some thorn in their side about me and suddenly blow up. On the ints it's hard though because there's very little interaction most of the time... too much, too fast... a motorway of traffic. So I think I'll just find other things to do.
If I have private correspondances doesn't concern anyone but I'm certainly not spending my time here in that sort of way. Just trying to blend in but apparently I will be forever failing, now I could do without the dramas so thank you and goodbye.
One day everything is fine then the next someone has a hissy fit, now is that insanity or what? Personally I would like to take off again but don't want to block people from contacting me. I can't deal with it no matter how great the great times are.
I'm sorry but may I just rectify a few things here? BELIEVE ME, i WILL LEAVE YOU ALONE FOREVER AFTER THIS. When you said stop I was shocked as it was unexpected so I immediately defended myself. Then I left because I am not here in order to be blasted at for things I do without realizing it's been hurtful to anyone. I have absolutely NOT instigated any hatred towards you in any e-mails, I hardly exchange any from people on this site. I have absolutely NO idea who you're seeing so there is no way I could have done anything malisciously in the way you're implying. As for apology, well you were hurt so I apologized, what else could I do???? I still think I was just playing the typical CS game but if I went too far, well then it happened. As far as I'm concerned, you talked crap about me behind my back but I graciuosly accepted your attempts at being friendly when I returned. So I thought the thing was buried and forgotten. I could preach about your idea of being a gentleman but it would be a waste of my energy.
Insanity...? Seriously, it's a way of "talking" to a whole bunch of people almost as if it was a club of sorts. But in many ways easier. I love it when I get all giggly but on the other hand mean people really get me down. So I actually do wonder if it's a sane thing to do - for me at least.
Well, striking a balance is hard at times. I've been treated with despise because I was in a giggly mood for a few days and pissed of a guy without realizing I did anything other than what others are doing. And that's coming from someone with quite a serious disposition... Tricky, tricky, tricky...
Thanks!! Very nice of you. Yes I was a bit scared to reveal it all but luckily I've learnt here on CS that I'm not the only one making funny decisions!
Yeah if only! Now I have a bit of money so I'm thinking of a trip to New York, but it's still a way to Kansas from there so it's too expensive... have to see how the summer goes and what decisions I make. Meanwhile just wanted closure!
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You seem to remember I have a painting with that name.
I know, I've seen (clairvoyantly of course)
Nighty
RE: What drives people from this forums ?
Thanks hun