My life so far can be compared to a bright healthy sunflower.
Every pedal is an experience/lesson/felt emotion. My seeds are my future expectations, acheivements, loves, desires and wants....waiting for fruitition.
whats that thats on me, my God it's a squirrel and hes madly consuming my seeds this squirrel is ravenous (this squirrel represents time) . How uncaring to randomly eat away at all my possibilities, but wait a thought has just occured The squirrel is also consuming my future disappointments , failures broken heart, my tears. sadness, and losses.... yeah go ahead squirrel feast away.... my life so far.... if it wasn't for that damn squirrel..I would think it could've been better.
What would make me happy today, would be to see a squirrel with indigestion, I mean the rolled in ball moaning that littel squirrel moan....
I can feel the mixed emotions from the folks at CS ...
heres the problem, the new fandangled terms and expressions. well memdically I am learning oodles and oodles but the street and how things are expressed. much like snoop doggy dog s s " " hell i cannot even spell it, anyway whats the newest phrase or word you have learned or heard???
"I wants to b pimpin"... what i thought it meant it did'nt
if my life was made into a movie depending on the directors perspective... it could be a comedy, or drama or tragedy, or love story, or heartbreaker, or against the odds , or enlightening, or sad, or rejoiceful , or spiritual, or religous, or horror, or Sci-fi or soap, or educational, but knowing what i know it just be a plain waste of money.....
I should've just use each and everyone of those emoticons just once to describe my life so far....
I remember these things used to be called "guidelines".
both these words had other words and where at one time consider I good way in which to judge potential employees, and my mom and dad used to ask questions like whose her fatehr and mother what do they do? where do they live... and the most deceiving how are their grades.
just a shot in the dark, Wikked , you used the word "programmed". I remember when the term was "taught", but if its a mistake... I PREFER TO BLAME THE PROGRAMMER, instead of those who with the best intentions and loved me enough to teach me....
well if it's good enough for law enforcement agencies to use to determine who has a greater chance of being a bad guy...well, the principle can be applied to most any thought process, store sells you bad fruit... a couple of times... you went to the store hundreds of times but you remember those 2 times.
i like using the term preponderance of evidence, before one can open mouth I've made up my mind....
shoot we do here all the time...when we scan profiles or see a picture..we prejudging... ah stereotyping thats using both hands while typing or is it 2 typists in unison typing
I am on eof those that admits to drinking one or 2 a day, as to saying i do not drink at all... I find admitting to indulging in drink whether I do it daily or not is the safe answer. just as someone who is trying to quit smoking, either you have or havn't. some things I admit to for the reason that, it could happen, not so musmuch that it will happen. another point io lke to address is sometimes when we are in good company these things just sometimes vanish as if they where not there. At any rate, i lived long enuff to where if i want to have a atititude adjustment before going home or to bed... I'm gonna .
i admire you for not making concessions on this, and God's speed in your finding someone worthy of your affection and attention...
ladies, I drink and smoke, but i mut admit of the past 2 months i have been going outside to smoke much like work and school... it does reduce my consumption of cigarettes. damn, did i memtion I like a good cigar everynow and then???
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Windy and Lionheart have good points. If you are wrong then the title of this thread belongs to your boyfriend.
How many times has a whisper been construed as necking??, and the being seen together..how many times has just conversation been seen as a (discreet) meeting. The person telling these tales.... well, I've expereinced some well intended people who fill in the spaces of stories as if they are helping me ... from one picture they interpet what is or has happened.
But if you are sure andfeelit is true in your gut that these things did indeed happen..........Duh, this is a no brainer.... to the curb with the garbage.
hell even if they did'nt happen and you ahve this feeelings .so quickly to accuse... let him go hes to much for you to accuse everytime you are apart from someone.... Why put yurself thru it dayum why torture another becasue of jealous rages... step up and do the right thing..... hey this guy may enjoy your jealous tiraids.
responding to posts to ones threads, is it mandatory?? not all require answers... and sometimes the posts you get are not in anyway agreeable withyou.... not responding avoids harshness betwen people
As for repetition, or redunant threads/posts, I came here to meet and discuss some times personalissues and sometimes topical issues,maybe discuss is the wrong word. I personally have started a thread and not been able to respond for up to 24 hours and quie possibly the posts to my thread just did not interest me.....I'm sure we all have felt snubbed when participating in this threads...hoping for a response to our inquiries about subject in threads. as for using the search feature, for insight into opinions already posted...sure
but to ask someone to use search before starting a thread.....
It shoould be if the thread does not appeal to you don't respond, as I have noticed only the threads getting responses stay on list long.
I sit here and say "thank you to CS "for not allowing those that have heard and/or posted to every thread in the 6 months or how ever long they have been a Member that they now think of most threads as an exercise in repetition...
I see the general opinion posted here, I ask this of them do you not get anything from how the thread is written??? much like the words can and may. sure the topics are repetitive but the one asking it for his/her first time. it is their words that are asking....
well as always heres something that is repetitive.....
well, I never claimed to be the smartest puppy in the litter
search button you say?? ,I tried that button once to find a match ...damn if i don't think its malfunctioning....course not being the smartest puppy in the litter...or house trained...well know. But that name of yours, I bet that search button never gives you any trouble...you already found yours using that one buttton huh?? thats great... so happy for ya
well, I never claimed to be the smartest puppy in the litter
search button you say?? ,I tried that button once to find a match ...damn if i don't think its malfunctioning....course not being the smartest puppy in the litter...or house trained...well know. But that name of yours, I bet that search button never gives you any trouble...you already found yours using that one buttton huh?? thats great... so happy for ya
Thats it in a nutshell "look at like this" no one of power is really looking at it like that... it has become commonplace that to get whatever change you want to happen ...abiding by International law included it is if you give them our their country this or that we will change(ranging from food to weapons)... so it comes to this, basically human rights are being held hostage and not only by those countries that get all the bad press but many others who are consider valuable to the goal certain powers that be have. Only viable solution to this great issue is grass roots, and what better way to keep the issue alive than as you have done, from one human to another....slow but it has been successful many times. just an opinion
mine was giving to me by a previous employer from South Carolina. It appeared I had the ability to get folks fired up, be it a good thing for the compnay or a bad thing.... (got the crew free coffee/our own water cooler) anyway as I climbed the ranks I was known for motivating suppliers , drivers and repairmen, anyway many times I was instructed to Go light a fire under so-n-so...
your point has merit...but the quagmire of laws and statues for one country alone (the dominating society at time) is so knotted up within itself that just digesting and comprehending that which pertains to the society you reside in is a 6 year college degree.
Internatinal law unfortunately is like the United Nations, each country will only abide by it if, it benefits their countries. society.
seriously international law and united nations are sadly powerless 90% of the time.
much like a child getting corrected by a parent "if you do this one more time...." after a while the child learns which of these international laws when broken will be punished same as United Nations telling countries leaders what can and cannot be done....
international law pertaining to big business thats a money making profession.
bu tinternational law pertaining to humanitarian causes, or individuals rights ...... and treatment of humans... they still trying to bring to justice crimes from both world wars
International law might be a good educational class for students in high school... teach them young how "Law" really works with the Big Boys. just an opnion
Everyone has special events ,tasks, places they go to, to find, regain or give laughter ,happiness or hope to themselves or others. I am thinking your mother was of the kind helpful sort. spend the day walking in her shoes ( doing those things that brought her happiness and joy ) as for the urn place it in the room she liked best..your mother is with you.... not in the urn....if she was a family oriented person ...bring the family together this day.
you will cry, tears of lost, tears of acceptance, and mostly tears of joy , this will happen, and i do not think you would want it not to happen....I will keep a positive thought for you and quietly give thanks/well done to your mother for bringing such a special person (you) into the world..
RE: IT'S A KEEPER!!!
the magic spell that returns me to my former self, because if we talking "keepers" ......oh, is my ego showing again
don'tcha sometimes wish your confidence was as long as your ego???