The Devine kiss of goodbye
As seen
Reflected on other's lips
Mirroring new love
In Love's most transient form
And ive got wifi. Im warching Zac Efron as Ted Bundy on Netflix.
Back at the ranch, a very slow week in car sales. Ive found my groove and that seems to be in trucks. I do love the idea of a 4X4 hauling a camper to a remote part of the map. Been considering fishing for my dinner. Ill see about a rod tomorrow. Free food is the best kind.
The boss is aloof and i try to act like nothings occurred. I need this job. The strange thing is, ive got the fight back in me. Its as if i have a clear view and nothing will get in the way. Not even a petty mistaken infatuation. I have to admit being insulted after i revealed my age. Jeez, he was into me until he found out. I cannot be compared by others my “age”.
Yesterday I agreed to meet my customers on my day off. After I realized that I might only have enough fuel for work. I was racked with worry. Two weeks ago I wrote a bad check to a business because they give cash back. So, I find the home drug test that I didn’t use after reading the instructions about sending the sample. Now, what does home testing mean?
Fortunately, I could redeem at the gas pumps! Yay! But, I also needed dog food. That’s when I gambled with the collection company and float time. Strangely enough, they accepted my check written for 20 dollars over. I immediately skipped off to purchase a decent Cabernet.
Flash forward to the evening’s antics. One of them being a new co-worker who asked me my opinion on his business card. This morning he wanted me to read what I texted. I refused. lol haha hehe.
Very cringe worthy. lol
Boss is being cool. I’m being invisible. I’m embarrassed that I was friendly after he clearly was disappointed about my age. A saving grace. Loolllol. So now I try to avoid unless I have a work question. It’s a tough spot. Regardless, I will be successful, my way of giving the finger.
From handing the keys over to a beautiful Chevy Silverado. Im over the moon. I came in in my day off but it was so worth it. I love my job. I cant remember the last time i said that. Its funny how it took me 30 years to find something im really in to.
As for the boss, he’s cooled off after the 9 year gap was revealed. Lol. I’ll not let that bump in the road slow me down.
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This is all new to me. As i mentioned, i sold a truck to a retired man. I agreed to have a coffee with my client. In other news, my manager wanted to have dinner until he learned im 9 years his senior. Things are a bit awkward. I really love my job and dont want to screw things up. Its so weird that when i was younger, nobody was interested. Now that im freaking old, i got offers out the yin yang. Why cant life be simple? Im so confused.
A beautiful 2012 Silverado 1200 with crew cab tp a nice man. I made my draw for the week and im off and running. To be honest, the trucks are the way to go and ill learn the particulars. I also have some ad ideas to stimulate sales. This girls in for the long haul. I like being the driver
I’ve been thinking of analogies to soften the blow of the depreciation of a vehicle. So, you meet someone. You think they’re worth more than a million bucks. Then, you find their upkeep and maintenance begins wearing your wallet. Soon, your wallet has holes and it’s close to empty, so you make the decision to unload. There you go. It hurts but you’ll find another. Time for a trade
Being hit on by an old retired man who wanted me to quit my job and keep him company. Like, hello? I’m here to sell cars for commission that is something I don’t get playing chit chat. Do us sales people a favor and don’t d*ck us around. lol.
I don’t understand people who don’t give a shit about survival.
I’m a bit frustrated that I had to bite my tongue and smile knowing I lost 3 hours of opportunity.
I will do better next time.