Lost Love Poems (2,650)

tonight I go to sleep
as though I have no more tomorrow
tonight I'll breath as well
like would be my last
for I feel as though
I've no more place to go
yet rest assured
all the thoughts that come
singing and dancing on my mind
are those that you and I wove
when our love was almost pure
and divine

for now as yet again
night after night like the wind
you're the one
that puts me to my sleep
and when tomorrow comes
I'd witness again
the bleeding sun birthing
as if with it, you'd come marching in
my heart with its heavy breathing
hoping, my waiting...
is never in vain.

We ran with lions across the wild Serengeti
Scaled the Himalayas for the elusive yeti
Danced the dance of the glorious antelope
As we lived our romance in kaleidoscope

Spreading young wings wider than the albatross
As time drifted on by in clouds of candyfloss
Along the Nile we collected crocodile tears
Swam with dolphins who allayed any fears

Floated in time with the brightest humming bird
Roamed over the plains with a mighty bison herd
Absorbed blood red sunsets in a desert dream
Waited for the stars in a glorious array of agleam

Saw polar bears stare as we scaled the frozen land
All these we discovered never leaving hand in hand
Then history tells us that time becomes an outcast
As the wonder years sped on by from first to last

Our world had now spun from dawn to full eclipse
As you parted that final kiss upon my cold lips
Take me my love further than I have ever been
And let me see the future that your eyes have seen

Across all the rivers and over the many oceans
From mountain tops to the desert of emotions
Take me my love to be always by your side
And allow our memories as your life’s guide



She scattered my ashes across her life
Upon the plains that had seen so much strife
She took them higher than an eagle dare
And deeper than a heart could ever share

Will you weep to capture all of our past
Will tears lie as salt lakes until the last
Scatter me my love upon your very soul
Scatter me wherever you lay your bowl
Scatter me amongst all your sad emotions
Scatter me once again as you cross the Oceans

And when all to you appears to be lost
And life seems to be covered in the cold frost
Take heart my love and hear the new fawn
And live and live upon the new dawn

“I'm not worth having anyway”
I have to disagree
I think you meant that
we were not worth it, to you
or that something else was worth more
don't tell me you were
escaping your pain
(worth much more than mine)
depression is impossible
for those who lack feelings
emptiness and lust
are not emotions
and to selfish victims
everything is worth more
than friendship, than love
they are worth having
nothing is worth having
I don't believe you were
escaping pain
you made it form
another human being
to let it live and say
there, I have have gotten rid of you
now I realize you were worth having
but you're gone
everything worth having is gone

your friend, your love, is gone

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Yeh... I was and I am still OBSESSED though I know SHE is gone behind those densed beard...

the time SHE comes ...she distract me,
the time SHE goes ...she attracts me,
I still 'been keeping SHEvaa and SHE is FIRE as narrowlly described in ShivaSanhita !!!

Reaching beyond the miles
In search of something more than smiles
To find a connection
More than words can express
Something unwritten
Far from a feeling, a knowing

Taking an online spark into reality
Is what we all seek
But geography builds a barrier
We each choose not to break
So left in our corner we weep
For a love we desperately desire

Too weak in fear of pain
Our hearts are left in the mire
Of our own creation

A Voices Call

I sit and wait that hour each day
When we talked and say the things we say
Again I sit and look at the phone
My love has gone
Has left me alone

Do you know I am here
Waiting for your voice to hear
My Love is strong, did not disappear
Your Love confused but I did not hear
I wonder, do you conflict feel

Have you phone in hand or missed me have
Do you fight each day to call me not
You love me I know but live with fear
Self doubt the problem in this now and here
I wish your heart would hear, then wipe away the tears

I guess the truth we will never know
You know my love i did show

Flee from the change that cripples your spirit.
Embrace the change that inspires your heart.
Hold dearly to your precious memorys ,to endure through the times that are dark.
And if you left thinking all is great, and good times are yours to the end.
You should be aware, and fully prepared,
Because change comes on like the wind.

by Wayne Palesado

Tearing eye quenches the lingering thirst.
Bask in the hypnotic glare, only to despise it's touch.
You lay in abandonment of a long embrace.
Currently laying in silence to what was a comfort.
As a cold front formed, leading to escape.
Unknown entity was a being you became to me.
Memories seep into vision.
Daily routines dominate and distract.
My throat is dry as I am hollow

The things I miss is in the morning is someone to cuddle up with, give them a morning kiss, with a big bear hug, and to let her know how much I love her. No better way to start the day. When I come home and share a special dinner with that someone special and talk about how are day was, and to share the special things that happened. Watching a movie or show cuddled up in each other's arms and enjoying being together, and telling her I love her. Going to bed cuddle together, gazing into each other's eyes as we begin to drift off to sleep. Saying I love you, with a hug and a kiss. Dream of each other.

The beauty in your eyes written in the heavenly skies
The passion within I hear in your sighs
as you feel the gentle caress upon your thighs

Thy fullness of your breasts so delicate and ripe
You are truly Heaven's delight
Be not ashamed of your love if it is true
and sanctified from above
Nor be afraid of thy sight

No greater gift a fool could ever receive
than the love of a woman she chooses
to bequeath

Seeing you dance between the trees
your hair blowing in the breeze
Flowers bow down before you
as you do whatever you please

Strength and honor is your shield
you shall never bow or yield
In spite of the battlefield

You seek not weakness
nor take pleasure in meekness
nor fall for any cheekiness

You are beloved of my soul
You take from pieces
and make them whole
All I want is my heart you stole

You think you are so clever
telling me your love is forever
see how it changes
with each new endeavor

Promises made and often broken
while you left me with a mere token

All that is left is but a dream
sailing upon golden streams
As we ride the river of life
beyond the misery and strife

Overall, in spite of any regrets
if we play with fire long enough
burned is what we get