Easy on Sunday morning

How nice, wake up late and sit around with a cup of tea, browsing the forums and not really doing much of anything. The sun is shining brilliantly here in Bim (aka barbados) with a good brisk breeze. Course, that means I will start to feel the need to take care of laundry and go out and wash the car...and there's a new shower curtain to put up, the flush thingy in the second bathroom needs to be replaced and I really need a shelf to display all my pots. Gee its really easy to shift a mood isn't it? Any second now I am going decide I have to go to the gym!This is what I get for not meditating, a mind jumping all over the place instead of resting in the moment...or perhaps its the caffeine. Sometimes I don't know how we humans manage any semblance of sanity - although possibly other peoples' minds are more tranquil than mine. I can move from utter peace to utter chaos in nano seconds, the good thing is that I have experienced serenity and peace so at least I know what I am looking for when I am running back and forth on the seesaw in my brain. Middle ground and balance. I pass through it on my way from one extreme to the other. It would be endlessly boring to be enlightened and continuously at peace. No drama and no NEED for drama; how would I write with all conflict smoothed from my soul? Is there heat without some deep core ambivalence to pose a question? If I ever find there is an answer once and for all do I cease to exist? Hell, I am not even sure there has ever been an I to question with, I can understand oubourous swallowing its tail! Time to have more tea!