catching up
It has been a while since I have written here because I kept waiting for the news to get better.It got worse instead. The doctors do not expect me to get better and even my immense faith and desire and intention to heal is rocked by the fact that my cancer has spread to my bones. I certainly do things thoroughly, lungs, brain and bones. For almost the first time in my life I wish I was a little less efficient getting things done!
I do believe in miracles but see no particular reason I should be in line for one, I am a grasshopper girl. Froth and whirl and pretty words with a hug and a kiss on the cheek as I dance off to the next moment leaving nothing behind but a smile.
I don't feel like writing now but so many of you have walked beside me lending strength and love this last year that I wanted to touch base. I will be back (of course) and wish us all peace.
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Even though we have never met, your life has touched mine.
I wish I could give you the miracle you so richly deserve.
But I want you to know how much I admire your strength and spirit!
I was hoping "no news" meant "good news" when you never posted
on here for a while.
I don't really know what else to say for the moment... except that I hope somehow a miracle does happen for you as you definitely deserve one in return for all of your bravery, dignity, positive and inspiring attitude. Not forgetting your sense of humour throughout all of this nightmare.
I'll keep thinking positive thoughts for you
i know what ive deserved a few times
what can i say but i love you.
thanks for loving me.
elena
oldpocadot.
Keep coming back. Keep fighting. You are a fine person and I am glad to know you.
if you do indeed turn into 'bones' please remember to keep your CS membership and keep posting and tell us all what it is like away from all the pain and stuff left behind!
Keep fighting for as long as you like - when you decide you nolonger wish to fight, then I hope you find eternal peace.
Good luck!