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Your compassion
My beloved
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Hello fellow singles, as another Turkey Day comes and goes I find myself all alone again! But this time even worse, my daughters flew off to Texas to be with their family. A rainy, lonely Thanksgiving well that will sure go down in the memory books. Well the reason for this blog is to see how many other of you are spending today alone (truely alone) and maybe we can matchmake here (obviously only locally due to travel restrictions) who knows maybe even I can find someone who would like to spend Thanksgiving with me also. So lets get going start posting!! And Happy Thanksgiving to all.

I'm not sure what percentage of you have ever seen a live turkey up close, but here in New Jersey (NJ), USA, we have a lot of wild ones. No, they don't party a lot. Or if they do, I'm not invited. lol But, I mean, there are plenty living in the wild. Occasionally, you can hear their clucks from a distance in the woods. I've also seen some crossing a road from a distance. (Yes, apparently to get to the other side). But I had never actually seen one up close & personal.

Two homes ago, I used to live in Piscataway, NJ and there was a lot of woods in the area. One time, I was driving home and I decided to go up a street, that I had never been on before, just for a change. One of the philosophies that I believe in, is to 'take the road less traveled'. However, in this instance, it turned out that there wasn't much length to this road. It went up a hill in about 500 yards and then it flattened off for about 50 yards and became a dead end at the woods.

Thus, I quickly decided to turn around and I used a driveway to do so. Therefore, I pulled into the driveway on the right, and just before I was going to back out, I noticed that, there on the front lawn was an absolutely beautiful statue of a turkey. It was so wonderfully done, that I stopped in this person's driveway and paused just to marvel at the painstaking detail. I literally sat there 5 minutes, just marveling at the effort the artist must have made to get so much perfect captured in perhaps painted wood, or maybe it was plaster. Then, after about 7 minutes, it moved. Oh my God ! I realized, that it was a real live turkey. Luckily, I had my camera with me, but by the time I got the window down, the bird had other ideas than to hang around and pose for pictures. So, I got out of the car and started chasing this turkey through the woods taking photos. I got a couple decent shots (35mm).

A couple of weeks later, I came back to that house hoping to see another turkey, but none were to be seen. However, this time there was a car in the driveway and the owner was home. So, I knocked on the door and introduced myself. I told her about my turkey sighting on her lawn and she told me that she was away on vacation at the time, when I was there and that she had thrown out a large bag of bird seed to feed the local songbirds just before she left.

What amazed me, however, was how long that turkey remained totally motionless while I was looking at him. Maybe the bird was also amazed at how long I sat in the car staring at him. lol Regardless, they are huge and their plumage is amazing.

Happy Thanksgiving to all !

i had the awesomest party last night lol drank like a fish and now like every other time i have drank heaps i am regreting drinking as much as i did
but i had a good time which is the main thing i guess
the school slut (or so she says she is) was invited god knows why tried to start me but b the end of the night i was hugging her for some reason, alcohol makes me happy what can i say lol
one of my friends had 4 cruisers and was vomitting in the back yard needless to say she was stuck in the shower for most of the night.
christmas is drawing closer how the hell am i supposed to get gifts for everyone when i dont know what the hell they want? lol its so frustrating christmas was alot more magical when i still believed that santa claus was real it was just so fun and exciting to think that santa was actually in my house but now santa is just a figment of my imagination lol

kk well thats all the shit i have to say sorry if i bored u or annoyed u by say lol alot hehehe

take care
xxooxxooxxooxxooxxoo

Come back to me
When your run is finished
when the crush is over
Come back to me
When the passion is drained
And the lust is vanished
Comeback when you are falling
Come back to fall in my arms
Come back to hold me close
Come back when the tears drench your lips
Come back when its impossible to smile
Come back and press on me
Cry on my shoulder long as it takes
Come back when you see
Your dreams are dried
And hopes are down
Come back as we have a dream together
To kindle the lost hopes
Come back when your nest is shaking
Come back to my heart
Where you are home always
Come back to me when you feel
You are not needed there anymore
Come back as I need you always
Come back when you are forgotten
And abandoned
Come back to me
I can never forget you
Come back to me
I can abandon my world for you

Matthew 12:30 He who is not with me is against me, and he who does not gather with me scatters. ((32)) Anyone who speaks a word against me will be forgiven, but anyone who speaks against the Holy Spirit will not be forgiven, either in this age or the age to come.
37 For by your words you are acquitted, and by your words you will be condemned.

God was a genius who is not with me is against me?? What did He mean??? Well I have to have a Spiritual oneness with Jesus to be with Him, and without that I reject the Light and I condemn myself. Also He set it up for His followers who are rejected as evil and called evil for a bunch of convicted people who hate the light basically. So be careful with your words you may condemn yourself.

I've had people say your not of God?? you don't have the Spirit??? And when they say that I'm filled at that moment>??? Did they speak against the Spirit?? Guess that's for them to find out?? But in my own issue's with people gotta watch your words, motive is everything.


Any issue you have with anther believer take it up with them not others don't sweep it under the rug and emotions build and bam you done something insane. Yes the Spirit bears fruits in actions yes it does, but to judge in only that and not in awareness is dangerous, I've heard some preachers go off in the Spirit lol. Did I say ohhh no that isn't of the Lord He isn't gentle and passive?? No I discerned the Spirit and I knew His emotion's where from the fire of the Spirit.


I love being an American and I'm proud to be an American, but I'm not proud of the moral and just plain out no control some show. People take sin's and have all excuse's under the sun and say God doesn't care He died for me??? Are you insane?? He died to give you power and freedom from that very sin burden you carry.

Salvation is not insanity, it's not evil excused, it's not God saying I don't care you people are scum?? No He isn't He loved you knew you before you knew yourself know it live it and walk in that (((((power))))) no one can give or take. Salvation is power to be not a excuse not to be get it??? Those who teach that luke warm mess your exposed and the Lord halks at your wackness, death givers instead of life. Get a clue shut it if you don't get it understood??

Grace: The Holy Spirit in one's life to clean give a good conscience in Christ and to be all God made them to be:) Anything else you are a false teacher Thus says the Lord.
Get it understand it and Live it
God sense 101

Winter is the time for sitting by a fire and drinking hot coco. Watching the snow fall through the window, and seeing how is shines in the pale moon light. Being around family and not having a care in the world. Watching a movie and falling asleep on the couch. When you really think about it, winter can be a very pleasant season.

Spring flowers blooming, the air smelling so wonderful. Watching the flowers grow that you planted at another time in that year. Wearing light jackets and playing football too. Going on vacation in the middle of the month. Knowing you don't have to go to school for much longer. Finding that summer love all teenagers are looking for.

Summer loves has come into the picture. School is out of session. Tans and bikinis are in style. Running around, and going to the beach with friends. Staying out late and going to parties. Playing music while having a cookout. Having sleepovers with your closest girlfriends and talking about boys =] Getting summer jobs and saving up for the car of your dreams. Taking vacations and having a blast.

Fall is for laying in the grass and having a cat nap. Falling in love and getting married. Walking to church in the morning. Taking friends out for a night on the town. Starting school with a new look on life in a new grade. Getting ready for thanks giving. Watching the sun go down while sitting in the garage.

Seasons are a time in everyones life. People go through these seasons with out really thinking what they mean to the world and everyone around them. Take a moment to realize what spring, summer, fall and winter actually mean to you. You might get a kick out of what you discover.

I'd seen you standing in the bar
We spoke occasionally
You never gave a second glance
You were happy to be free
But now we spend this time apart
It's crazy but it's true
The more that you're away from me
The more that I want you.

Apicture paints a thousand words
Or so they say my dear
Absence makes the heart grow fonder
So it seems quite clear
When it comes right down to the bottom l9ine
What I'm trying to express to you
The longer you're away from me
The more I'm missing you.

Like a bird that's lost the will to fly
Like a scene without a view
Like a day that has no night
I am nothing without you.

Like a passing cloud, time rolls by
I wait here patiently
You're far off now, but in my heart
You're right here everyday
What I'm trying to say, in an old fashioned way
What I'm trying to get through
The time that you're apart from me
The more that I love you.

Like a moonlit night, without the stars
Like a ship without crew
Like a child that has no mother
I am nothing without you.

So I sit, pen in hand
Trying to find the words
To say how much I miss you
But I don't wanna sound absurd
But try as I might, I can't but think what
Lies ahead once more
Another night, without you girl
Behind my bedroom door.....................

If wishes were horses
I want to be that fool
to ride on them
if the horses take me to you

If love is blind
i would love to be one forever
as I know your love is my light

If the wait for you is worth the gold
I would give away all those glitters
just see your smiling face

If love is sweet poison
I would gulp it all
as I become immortal
for the love we share

If I were to be that frog
for that princess to kiss
I would spend my life time
in this smelly well
for that moment to arrive

If they put me on stake
for loving you crazy
I would sublime to a thin smoke
with smile in my lips

If the Angels hesitate to thread
I want to be the first fool
for your love

If it means to chase a dream
I would catch that all
If you love me for true

Suppose you have an unlimited amount of money. I know it's hard to think about things like this unless it really happened, but what would you do with your life?