Last week I went camping with my friends and it was nothing like the movie "the great outdoors" Not one raccoon going through are garbage, no bald headed bear... so other then those disappointments I had a lovely time.peace
The other night was quite amusing at the little community that has eveolved around one of Hamiton's favourite taxi stands. One of the drivers was hanging moons.
We have drivers from almost every conceivable ethnic background who have imparted a richness to the experience perhaps not equalled in any other area of Canadian life.
I am thinking of getting some kind of video recorder and using it to post select moments on YouTube or my own website.
I was having a conversation with one of the more erudite members of our community on Saturday when this, almost distraught, woman approached and interupted us.
She wanted to know if we had seen a red Jeep in the area recently.
I explained to her that we see thousands of cars in the area on a daily basis and it would be highly unlikely that we would notice any specific vehicle....
....unless there was a naked woman in the back seat.
She walked away spouting profanities. I could not be sure whether they were directed at myself, or the driver of the red Jeep she was looking for.
SPENT MOST OF MY TIME AND DEVOTION TO MY BOYS. NOW THAT I'VE BEEN THINKING ABOUT GETTING BACK IN THE SADDLE AGAIN, DON'T KNOW REALLY WHERE TO START. DATING SEEMS SUCH A FORIEGN WORD TO ME. GEEZ , SCARY TO EVEN THINK ABOUT IT.
This lady was at the gas station pumping gas and smoking a cigarette when her arm caught fire.
When the police arrived, they shot her for waving a firearm!
I have been thinking alot, I have been writing to a few men here and over on another site. They have made me look deep into my life and to really see what I am looking for. I must not be looking for anything. lol Because no matter what I am thinking its not about a man. Being honest here, I believe truely that when its time , they will be there. Like the song says , You can't hurry love...
One of these men, have actually emailed me and we talked about our issues, sure I have alot of issues. The other was really worried about my spelling, so I got spell check just for him. But he reminded many times that it didn't bother him that I couldn't spell. lol
Well let me see, it did bother me he bought it up, and the other has male issues I can't help out. I can barely take my life the way it is.... To much drama makes me a little bit bitchy.....
I am a calm person, I don't look for any problems, sometimes they come to me . I usually look at them and walk away. I do chase dreams, because I am a dreamer. I see everyone as beautiful, because God didn't make anything ugly....
And God didn't make the world as it is today.
God Bless us all.......
Mary
I don't know A LOT of things, but to the most naive person you have to take time in a relationship to realise the background of the person you are with.
For example, Maybe you meet someone who lives in London with one child and stays in good contact with the whole family, they could have been born in Glasgow part of a 5-6 child family who was chosen second best all their lives. It's not a talking point BUT if you understand where somebodies roots are you can work your way closer to them and maybe let them open their heart to you.
Yes it will take a while to get to know this person completely but IF you are serious about making a relationship work then you have to get to know the REAL them, not just the city slicker act they could put on to attract you, if you like someone make sure you make them know that you will stay with them no matter what had happened to them in the past.
Well I am single again. Never thought I would say I was divorced, but drugs and friends were more important to him. I hate the way he is acting right now, reminds me of his abusive behavior when he was coming off of a drug. But oh well, I no longer have to deal with it.
It is strange though, being alone, sleeping alone! The first several weeks I enjoyed it, went out, stayed out late, eat when and what I wanted, but now that has worn off and I realize I have to do everything alone. Sleep alone, eat alone, do household projects alone!
But I guess it is better then being alone in a marriage, at least this way no one is lieing to me, stealing from me, etc.
I hope to have luck on here, I need someone to understand me. We will see what happens!
Friday last week I got a phone call at about 8:30 a.m. and when the caller was surprised that I was still asleep (forgot to turn the phone off) I explained that as I work until dawn on Saturday morning I sleep in late on Friday. So she called this morning at 8:45. How is that supposed to be better? At least this week I am already awake despite staying up until three last night...man am I going to be dragging later!
This week has rushed by and I keep getting the feeling I haven't done very much. Not true, because I have files full of new promos, bridges and stingers; I've finally got a chance of getting a crossfade right in audition (if you are reading and don't know, adobe audition, audio editing software) once in five attempts and I actually used eight tracks yesterday, chequerboarded them and got the effect I wanted in the mixdown! I suppose that's why the week is missing...like coding web pages, life just slides down into a black hole and when you come out the light has changed, sometimes the whole day has moved on, and editing/mixing pulls the same level of attention I guess. At least I have product to show for it...not like spending hours writing a script and then trying to run it and nothing!
Strangely enough this daily striptease helps my show. I believe good radio is like a conversation between the DJ and the "Listener" and doing the psychic naked 360 in front of the world helps me let myself be seen as well as heard once the mic is on. I was painfully shy until I read in Reader's Digest that shyness is a form of vanity so I dived into things that make me a privately public creature, behind words, behind a lens, on a stage,behind a mic. Seen and heard but at a distance so I can run if the big bad world gets too close. Self-knowledge is such a freakin' bore at times! I am still shy, I just suppress it ruthlessly and dance in public with my soul on the outside.
At first thought, I didn't know whether to say that somebody is really, off-the-wall crazy, or you just need tolearn how to spell better.
I get a kick out of how people try to post memos on the bulletin or post signs, and can't spell worth a crack. They have big letters out so that everybody can see it, in big, bold type letters that is, and can't even spell the word 'the' sometimes.
What on earth is wrong with these people? They want to be demanding and can't spell worth a nickel and dime sandwich. I would have a hard time taking somebody serious in class, if they can't spell to good.
I saw this one title on some dating website from some lady. I'm sure she met, "Looking for Excitement". But instead, she put, "Looking for Excrement". What in the fiddler's toiletry was she thinking? I know she did not have dung on her mind at the time. Why didn't she check her spelling before she posted that?
She probably didn't have time to check it, because she had to go to the bathroom really bad to make an excrement. I didn't eat anything for about three days after I read that title.
and do you enjoy
your solitude?
I retreat into my
quietness sometimes
ears burning from the
sounds of the world
the people who imagine
that they own my time
I wonder if they ever
stop to think
to see
that I am so much
my own
that I am unattainable
cannot be achieved
or grasped
can only be given
I smile because I open doors
and put out welcome mats
then watch them batter at the windows
perhaps I am unkind
to expect them to pay
attention
the only coin they
will not spend.