Toxic Past

Hello darkness my old friend
I see you've come to visit me again
The clouds are heavy an make me weak
Time is right my pity you seek

Twist an bend as you can
Distort it till its out of hand
No clemency for my guard is down
Thriving on my unfurled frown

Crippling me of desire
Quenching any inner fire
Robbing me of my strength an will
For you to cast down sadness hill

Control you have an i'm at your whim
To disregard my body is my sin
But too late i'm half way there
Why stop now who would care

The scars of life fester through
Creating boils of poison on memories due
A mans man in the dealings of life
But hidden inside so much strife

Out of the bottle i must climb
An all the drugs leave behind
Once again start my journey anew
That well worn path for all to view

Open up to who you must
Learn to love learn to trust
Relinquish all of toxic past
To savour lifes beauty at last
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Posted: May 2011
About this poem:
i only found out not so long ago one of my oldest friends had been abused as a child ......alcohol was his friend for way too long....

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Comments (2)

moonontide
This poem goes in the ears and down down down into your souls journey.back over the mountains and down to the bottom..And one climbs them again. Such a struggle when we do this.So well written. Truly felt every word by me.
And yes
WE MUST
Open up to who you must
Learn to love learn to trust
Relinquish all of toxic past
To savour lifes beauty at last
Coz the beauty is there. Open one arms and breath out the bad stuf. And breathe back in the beauty.
Im wishing it for you.teddybear
Nuwahri61
Thanks very much for your comments moonontide........he has been carrying this for so long an just opened up to me one day .....once again thanks .handshake cheers
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