Knowing not whence the life, my life the bet As if the Gods against me some bet twas set Their presence absent, and their silence met
And all I knew each moment would quake As each rattling bone's motion to move to ache With Feeble mind and a cognitive delay That I could be or not be the example that day
Whether to children, friends, family, or foe I'd seek to inspire that we'd all learn and grow Yet each movement a bribed stance to the call I'd make with the movement from the bedroom to the hall
And with wobbly motions I'd make my way Eyes set on the prize, a few more feet I'd say A Crowning glory in all its repose I see the chair for which my longing grows
And one-then-one then one-more-push of fate A movement daily I'd grow to hate As children, friends, family, and foe Might rush in to greet me cause they know
How happy it makes me, that sparkle in their eye As they scurry with laughter and their languaged sigh Then poof tis gone, someone elses memory at best I sit here alone as usual, my breath caught to rest
as I pray my escape for sleep or death quick: with sigh, A troubling daily routine living here, with this TBI