neon rain
writing some blues lyrics..
Build Me Into A Mountain Lord
I started a journey of of a Divine Intimate relationship with Jehovah/God in which transformed me into a daughter with a Father s love in which I never experience in natural life. I hope you enjoy and this touches your heart.
Life
It's a long journey And a hard fate. There is no elevator going back. Falls and take-offs again! I play my life Like plaing music notes. I never stop by staircases And floors. Only one way ticket. There is no choice, Questions and answe
June 2018
Not so good at punctuation just saying how if we are open in our hearts like a flower opens to the sun it's like our mind can enter that portal back in time and be there again in memory .then here in the present nature continues on regardless.. we are just observers in the greater scheme of things if we allow ourselves eyes and heart open to receive vision of times past and ever present in the natural world around us.
JUST THAT KIND OF GIRL
Encouraging a close friend after her near total collapse under the weight of a very troubled past that simply refused to let her be.
Viva love
Viva razor-edge love beauty tussled cool the breathing of the matador Viva love's caravels foreign shores dance the imperishable night Viva, viva, love's surprise
To My Mongol Love I want to make my Husband
I am protesting genocide against the Mongols and desperate to marry a Mongol man
live in hope
they say each day is different and that no to days are ever the same,so try and make to day better than yesterday
THIS DANCE
"This Dance" If there were days enough... I would learn this Dance, to dance with you. The floodlight from the east... slowing rises from the depths of the ocean. like Icarus - we ascend to the heavens, like Icarus - only to fall to the
THE LITTLE VIOLET
I was thinking of people when I wrote this. I'm a little violet.
LOATHSOME LIFE #CII
"LOATHSOME LIFE" 5/12/18 rearranged 10/26/21
Open up.
I find that a sincere prayer lightens daily life.
JUST SAYING V #CIV
"JUST SAYING" V 5/25/18 Twk 08/31/21
When Lilacs Bloom
So inspired by all the sights and smells and sounds of spring in the great New England countryside.
a random memory
did you remeber when we had our first date, did you remember when you said you want to go home and then pulled you closet to ma chest and told you my heart is your home , and then you smilled and told me you are not jus my home you are my world.
I can't Love you.
My love for you is a sweet, yet bitter contradiction, I want to meet you but I don't want to see you, your beauty will blind me! I want to fall in love with you, but I want to let you go, I want to kiss you, but I'm afraid to miss you, I want to
FRIENDSHIP.
Every couple of years, I delete all my poems so they can go on my website, so this one from June 2015, could have been amongst those deleted.......
My 100th Poem
I hope this explains some of the themes, behind my previous poems. * Some use of irony here.
DEPRESSION
Truth Added verse 8/15/17 tweaked 10/11/18
Stay a little bit
Stay a little bit With me. Just today. Yesterday is gone. Tomorrow not yet come. Just today. I have only one moment … Of time. Feel free …. You may go …. but Stay a little bit With me. Not much time…. Is blink of eye
One more chance.
This is my very first poem I wrote. I had never written a poem ever but I was so devastated by the break up after a six year relationship and I felt that I had to channel my energy in a creative way so far it has worked. I have written other poems but I felt the need to share my first poem with you. Express something creative is my best advice I could give you.
incorrigible
I am no one I know you like me you aren't that good you know I'm a punk and you like when I don't give a f*ck about you and all your romance is f*cking retarded and tomorrow I don't care if you like me I somehow fell in love and your whi
YOU CAN HAVE HIM
Honestly this poem is not for me. Its for my friend who divorce to her marriage because other woman stole her man. I saw how she suffer from the first until the end since she discovered about the mistress of her ex husband.. While looking at her i remeber the day my boyfriend cheated on me.. And guess who is the other woman.. Its my bestfriend. I can say that I wrote this one for her but all the feelings I invest in every word in this poem is came from my heart.. The pain I have before that I though already gone , rise again . The pain just hide not really gone. How many woman will suffer on this kind of man. To all the man out there.. Before you decide to get married.. please think it for thousand times if she is the one you really want. Its not easy to start a relationship look like fairytales and end up like the end of world.
The hope
Ye poem un logo ko, jinhone aage badhna band kar diya hai. Aur khud ko niche mehsoos karte hain. Unhe aasha aur hausle ki nayi roshni me laati hai..
Kalpana
Childish poem
Pillars of a Lifetime
Ignorance is innocence, what is it I've become? The pillar of my sanity, I've yet to overcome. They fall, as they crumble in my wake, these pillars I have come to love, I now can only rake. Take away the pain from me, what remains but
x
There are so many words I can't bring myself to say for if I do, what have I to cling onto? "She was a lady, one of the best", I hear you say, the word "was" like a dart in my heart, she "is" I scream in silence, not willing to accept this grief
Jeeves
Jeeves of course was the butler.
SUMMER NIGHT
7/2/2022: Lately I have hit a very long dry spell since COVID-19 hit - being isolated you would think it would have been an incentive for creative juices but did quite the opposite.
IRREPARABLE
Some things can't be repaired! It came to mind....... I detest politics! tweaked 11/30/17
NATURE II
Nature creates!
No regrets
I just discovered how a man betrayed me and say hello to being free. Again. For Schaun.
Wings
For those who lost loved ones too early to suicide
AFTER I'M GONE
Others can relate...or not! TRUTH always!! Tweaked 1/28/18
HAIKU
this is my day today
In My Heart
Reincarnation...How I feel sometimes...The Unity of everything...Souls recognizing each other;...A subject for Meditation...
SIGNS OF SPRING
Just a good feeling when walking
DOES A GOD EXIST III
Who can say god is sure? Tweaked on 7/17/17 8/31/17
TENNIS: THE GREATEST GAME EVER
IMPORTANT TO NOTE!! Each sentence is based on an actual experience. Some may seem arrogant, but you don't know the context. I have zero arrogance in my DNA. Seriously, there's enough arrogance in the Click I'm referencing to cover everyone. ADDED A COUPLE OF LINES ON 7/6/17 and 7/16/17 Tweaked 2/17/21
Loss
I wrote this poem at a time when a dear friend had lost his wife in a tragic accident. I saw how much he grieved for her and it broke my heart. I chose to write This poem in a feeble effort to express, in some small way, my condolences And an empathic understanding of what he might be going through.
JUST SAYING II
Telling it like it is...the ONLY way! ALL you haters... how did it feel to get Trumped! Just kidding...Not!
HAIKU
summer winds blowing distributing the suns warmth spreading smiles around