Last Commented Sadness Poems (1,688)

Rocks cliff edge
Blowing wind
A cabin down below
Curtains closed
Children being put to bed
Sound of shingles blowing through the air
Pails of buckets catching the rain
Horses running scared
Flash of blue
A childs face appears
Rocks come rolling down
Busted out glass
Buried in mud
Digging for gold
The miners done it again
Putting a hole in the
Rocks cliff edge

I'm a stranger to myself in my own mind. How I feel and what I think run on different lines of time. I'm good is how I feel but ashamed in my brain for the bad selfish things. Bad people do bad things and don't mind. Good people do bad things and suffer. How can you be good when you cry and you hide and you wish you would die or go blind in the eye of your mind? You feel sad when you see others who suffer and you wish you could help but you don't think you deserve or have enough in reserve to earn there respect.

My lady of five senses,
You got me speaking nonsense,
Nights without you near me,
Is like a thunderstorm without falling rain,

Follow what is ordained,
Will be enough for me,
We have paths we must cross,
Many wrong turns to make it right.

People can hurt you
They can't kill you
They can mock you
They can't break you
I know i have touch your mind and soul
But i also know i have not touch your heart with love. . .

I`ve been awaken in a noiseless country where the land is dry and cold air blowing,

light is a thick cloud that fills the soul up with filth,
I am thirsty,
I am lost, why cannot the sun shine like it always does?
I´ve seen bad faith in faces drowned in a troubled sea,
a vain world full of sad smiles,
smiles full of pain,
pain full of laugh,
and there is you,
I´ve seen you seeing me,
but not looking at me,
in full view patently, truthfully,
what do you think you see on me?
you said you love with those cold lips,
but cold lips do not speak the true
then I acusse you of being naïve
and consciously blind,
you dont want to see me with all your heart,
the masks I wear everyday and night,
then I accuse again,
you don´t love me, not me
you love yourself, what you want me to be,
the secret one, who would love that?
the one who tries to find herself like a lost object,
in the middle of the night,
the one sorrounded by ghots that judge her of being not more but dead
Everything you wish I werent, there you have me,
do you believe that a fake smile will fill this empty space?
would you see me crying while I smile?
would you hear me sreaming when in silence,
because when I am in silence I live between shadow and light,
and you don´t know either one,
together and separate,
being in the same room but being apart is what we do well,
always pretending,
always weeping inside,
holding a heavy heart,
that collapses in every slightest movement of the eyes,
living in a world fed by lies...
will a mirror show you faithfully what you are?

Every night before I go to bed I pray when I awake you will be gone from my head. I need some sort of reprieve I want you out of my head. My life has become a disaster a disorganised hell. I get up I sit down, there are things to do and my thoughts are only of you. You messed up my thoughts and tore my heart in half and for what? Because you couldn’t say NO from the start. I shouldn’t be feeling like this, I always knew your feelings were not true. Why am I telling you all this I haven’t got a clue. Maybe because I want to get angry enough to get you out of my head, but my angry thoughts don’t seem to last and find myself back in hell. Why are the pains of the heart the most painful to bear, why did you play with my heart, why did you send me to hell. I gave you my heart and my soul, I put them both in your hands. You gave me nothing but lies, now be gone, I want you out of my head.

This is my prayer to you!

please give me back my sanity please set me free!

mirrored images which one
is me i can not find.
Distorted images her
and there wandering
where reality is.
Is it in front or
b e h i n d me.

Distorted images in
my mind which one is
me i can not find.
Faces going to and fro
laughter everywhere
how shall i know.
Faces broken up by
jagged edges setting
one on top another.
Looking at, but not
knowing where my
image is.
What is the real me
and where i am to be.

as the clock of lfe ticks
love remains a deep emotion
time is always an answer
my eternity beyond love
a standing monument to time
upon the shingles on the shore
staring at the dead remains
of once a beautiful life
even in shells holding beauty
with love I will remain
standing on these silent sands
in its abundance of beauty
clinging to the rock shells
I found my souls peace
staring across the ocean
listening to its silent voice
in all its movements
the whispering of the winds
whistling to me through the trees
the chants of the seagulls cry
so much to live for
breathtaking beautiful in my eyes
looking across its waters
shades of blue white
rising blue waves
its here I listen in silence
touching beauty alone my heart aches
natures love so beautiful
as the seagull cries
standing on these shingles
in one moment of my time
the remains of love
rustling through the trees
my ghosts of the past
speaking in the sad whisper of life
an ocean of time

Did you think
I wouldn’t know you
Did you think
That I wouldn’t care
Did you think
You could get over
Did you think
That I’d still be there
Did you think
Before you chose them
Did you think
What they would cost
Did you think
Our bond was unbreakable
Did you think
We couldn’t get lost
Did you think
I’d turn the other cheek again
Did you think
That pain is my friend
Did you think
I’d forgive you for hurting me
Did you think
We’d be friends in the end
Did you think

May 27, 2013

Why do you try to break the broken
Pain follows every word you have spoken
You should bite your tongue before it bites back
Think about what you have instead of what I lack

Peace of mind is hard to find
When your stuck in a world so unkind
I want to break away as far as I can go
Looking for a way I'm hoping you will show
Running on faith it's all that I can do
Please give me strength so I can make it through

The world turns their shoulder
Suddenly growing colder
Pick me up if I get knocked down
Give me reason to smile so I don't wear this frown
Don't leave me here alone I need you around
I got lost to be the one that you found

in the distant haze a thunder roll
like a blanket wrapped up a storm,will lightning strike
calming recollecting thoughts
staring of into an ocean wilderness
ripples of emotion,faraway dreams
carress my heart
clouds my eyes
distant memories of love
or how its ment to be
the sleeping beauty of it
i close my eyes
natures dream carresed by wind
little droplets it leaves behind
in the mist my loneliness falls
touched by raindrops
massage my face
as the wind blows upon the brow
in this ocean i find my piece
in shattered pictures they fall
like rain unto the ground
in the freshness my eyes they open
with so much beauty all around
in my thoughts dreams far away
dreams of love and all its suffering
nightmares are far away
let the thunder roar
reality strikes