Last Commented Sadness Poems (1,688)

Traveling this road
To a place Ive never seen
You wont come with me surely
You havent got the time

Darkness waits ahead
Behind the light waits open armed
Its time to make this journey
Time to heal the scars

The rain pours down softly
It trickles down your face
I kiss you on your lips,goodbye
Im going to this place

I'll wait for you there
Whatever time it takes
I'll never forget you
Or that smile upon your face

Down a dirt road, I ride
Trying to forget and clear my mind
But thoughts are not easy to fade
When I remember you say
That I am nothing
And you want something
More than I can give
Why do I even live
You want someone like me
You just don't want me
I feel like this disgusting thing
You hold your nose up in front of me
Like you can't breathe
Like I'm the disease
Do I mean anything
According to you, nothing
So as I drive, I think
And my heart sinks
It's become a bottomless pit
Where in all this do I fit

I threw away my bible
I don’t want your vision of "perfect Jesus" to idol
I hid my Qur'an
I honestly don’t fit in with Islam
I took off my rosemary beads
I tore off my head scarf
The mix of religions is a life I want to leave in the past

And as my mother is fasting on her own I feel so bad
Because she never fails to mention how I celebrate Christmas with my dad
And how I used to pretend I’m not related to her
Only said I’m Jamaican not Indian
And how I only know my family in Jamaica

I don’t like her side only because they don’t accept me
It's almost like I hate her side because they want to change me
My mother has pride in India
And I respect her for that
But if in India I feel resented, then its only human I don’t want to go back

Lipstick on
Intense eyes
Tight dress
Which climbs up my thighs

Good girl gone bad is how my mother describes me
Young girl grown up is how my friends see me
the sad thing is...
I'm just trying to make my mark on this world as Lorii.

For someone so beautiful, you died so young
Didn't give a moments notice and you're life had just begun
I remember the things that you would do in the past
Mutilate your body with a bloody knifes' slash
You would write dark poetry that only few could read
An outward way angel that felt like the bad seed
I know your reasons for taking your life, for what's been done
But that doesn't make me feel better, you left behind a son
Your father could've kept his hands to himself, I know he's a bastard
And his daughters heart, your heart, he twisted and shattered
I tried to be there for you, tried to console your shame
I still remember the nights that i would cry with you in the rain
And now you're gone, one less diamond to shine in this world of sorrow
I will always love and miss you, holding onto your memory like there's no tomorrow

oh hear we go again with another one of my sob stories
how i got my heart murdered and was left gory
but it's all my fault, i put myself in these situations
always trusting, loving, thinking I've found the equation
then the sun hides behind a cloud as the storm comes
believing every word she said, boy was i dumb
i feel numb, i think my heart has had a stroke
and suddenly i can't breathe as your words start to choke
every last hope i had of you being there for me
and now it's raining razorblades, but i was prepared to bleed
it's not like I've never been hurt before, you'd think I'm addicted to pain
and if so, I'll weather the storm, let it rain, let it rain

I Think It's Time
Do you know who this is? Not the person that you'd expected, after all these years that has gone by, never question you, and now I think it's time, never really knew why you said good-bye, just knew you wanted me out of your life, my heart is broken beyond repair, my life is just a dream now that has left me in despair, while my depression leads me everywhere, like a blind man with out a stick, in total darkness, where it used to be lit. Your love was a battlefield and you took no prisoners, only hearts, but you didn't know what to, or how to deal with it. You said, you could love me forever and a day, I realize their is no such thing as forever, just today, and if that's what you meant, then you really needed to say, it was just another lie to you, but it was the truth to me, now your lie has taken it's toll, another heartache without love and without hope. You never took the time to see who I was or what was going on inside, now you can see me for who I am, even if it hasn't set, and I hope somewhere inside of you that you have some regrets, even if I was just one of them.

Small dark Eli what have you done
What game is this you play?
The finest words their meaning gone
To aid your empty dance each day.
What could you want with such a mess
Of echoed words and tattered dress?
Do you see the damage that you've done
Was it for pleasure or merely fun?
You've thrown away so much Eli
A salted tear adorns my eye,
Your artless words bring mine down too
Dark Eli, brother, shame on you.

No more sorrow no more pain....Now no need to shelter from wind and rain...No future and no past....Now i know nothing is made to last..Every ache every pain will disapear....No one to hold and say good night my dear... No more days being alone and sad..Now i feel death near i am glad....So lay me to rest with no fuss...Burn or bury me in you i trust....No mourning this foolish old man...Who*s life went down the toilet pan....jw

She walks into the room
Hair all matted and array
She asks for a dollar
"Go away", they all say
She hates to beg
But feels she hasn't a choice
Life hasn't been so kind
To this girl with a quivering voice
Torn, ragged clothes
All this rejection
No one stops to think
That she just might need affection
All they see is a bum
Some might say white trash
But they do not know that
Her parents died in a car crash
And she was left homeless
Left alone in a rude world
Where no one seems to care
About an orphaned girl
She has been abused by words
Raped in a dark alley
They know not her name
But I do, it's Sally
Her home now is on a street
Shared by so many
And people pass her by
Without even offering her a penny
But this is the world we live in
Some people never change
They are so consumed with themselves
That they don't acknowledge her pain
I haven't seen her in days
Til I turned on the picture tube
And there she was
On the 10 o'clock news
Beaten and raped
Her body found at a pier
Stop and think how would you feel
If it was someone you hold dear
What if it were your child
Your daughter left on the street
Would you have gave her that dollar
So that she could eat

As we touched
and said our last goodbye.
I saw the darkness and
light within your eyes.

All we knew , all we shared
transcended to God above.
I’ll never forget you,
your sweetness and essence of love.

So as I drift and
try to grasped the reality
of your passing today.

You will be forever be in my heart
~~Always~~