What about an eye in the back of your head. Watch the kids better. Car Insurance may go down because you have less wrecks. Watch girls come and go. You could wink at a girl without getting caught by your spouse ( you dog, you ). Play peek a boo with twins at the same time.
RE: I am not happy right now!!!
I have an uncle that is not doing well. At times we become very very scared. But he keeps bouncing back for two years now. We never know.I am really sorry you are going through this and your family as well.
Keep your chin up, fill your mind with good thoughts and let time pass. Keep yourself rested, emotions drain you quick.
Best Wishes to all of you.
Len