somebody tried it and it didn't go off. It wasn't made very public for some reason. A lot of people didn't hear about it but there was an assasination attempt on Bush and the grenade didn't go off.
I was arrested for....murder I was arrested for....conspiracy to deliver 225 to 650 grams mixture containing cocaine
Oh well, I'm in for life, I took a plea on all other charges, confessed guilty and time will be served consecutively with a chance of parole after 50 years....I will be eligilbe for parole when I am 94. Hopefully, someday I can use the computer...I will visit you all. But I'm innocent I tell ya, I'm innoncent
okay, I will take some reponsibility too. What was my role in the mistakes that were made with this bad apple. Sometimes my part is small, sometimes I wanted to believe what i wanted was true. I wasn't honest with myself. I don't think there is ever just one person to blame. So, yes I agree we do have to be willing to look at the person in the mirrow, that is only person we can change.
Well I believe I am very trustworthy but that doesn't mean that I haven't met some untrustworthy people. but I learn from each experience. And every wrong relationship brings me closer to the one that is right for me. Not that I seek lots of relationships. I don't fall in and out of love and learn from it in a day, a week or a month...it takes time.
I am not going to blame myself that there are some untrustworthy selfish people but I will learn what i can from this experience. I am not Ghandi and I am not perfect nor do I want to be...then I wouldn't have anything to learn and life would be boring. I am just me and I make mistakes...I learn from them.
But learning trust is an ongoing process...I can't say I trust so that means I will attract trustworthy people. Some people are out for themselves and their own interest. But just because I run across a few bad apples, I won't say all men are a like either. I will learn from my mistakes from the bad apples and why I came to the conclusion that they are bad apples and I will have gained more trust in my own process. We do our best with the information that we have today.
okay, I did hesitate before I decided to send the story of the heartbreak and you are right okay, but I wanted others to know that there are selfish people who will play games with your emotions. And as I sit here and feel my pain, I will tell you that hindsight is 20/20 and I would rather have a friendship based on honesty then some crazy chemistry with a lying cheat. But I didn't ask him to lie and put so much effort into playing with my emotions. If this helps anyone to understand better that there are people like that out there and to know what you really want then the purpose was served.
I was talking to this guy for about 6 weeks. He would IM me from work and there were times when I felt like he wanted too much attention but he started to convince me that he really cared. He would call me from work and the number showed up on my caller ID so I knew he wasn't lying about where he worked. I only put this thread up a couple days ago but it seems like we get the information we need when we need it. I was starting to really like this person as you can tell from this thread and he was working hard to be kind, considerate, consistent and understanding. Yesterday, maybe he felt like it was time to tell me that he was living with a friend but his kids were having problems and they were all seeing a therapist and the therapist told him to move back in with his wife and kids. I am hurt and angry that he lied to me. I don't even believe a therapist would tell him to move back in. Then he tried to convince me that it is only for financial reasons and they live on the opposite sides of the house. I have no interest in this man anymore. I don't care what he has to say. I don't even want to talk to him. The bottom line is he is a married man and he lied to me from the beginning. He never said anything about his kids having problems or seeing a therapist. He said his divorce would be final in a couple months. Actually, it is an insult that he thinks I would believe anything he says anymore. He is a married man and I am sure there are many others on dating sites that don't care to play games with someone's emotions. And for him to actually think that I would consider him after that makes me more angry. I realize now why he couldn't come to meet me even though he only lives an hour away. He had me believe that he was being a good Catholic man and just wanted to wait until his divorce was final. We were still getting to know each other, so I thought. I am hurt, angry and I don't even want to talk to him again. He said if I didn't want to talk to him that he would walk away....good, go, because I don't like liars and cheats and he won't be missed. There are some selfish people in this world.
When we learn these very loving qualities, compassion and forgiveness for ourselves we are better able to give to others. I have some regrets even though I know I did my best at the time and if I had known any better I would have done better. But I don't claim to have complete compassion and forgiveness for myself either. Lots of years of learning doesn't change so quickly. But if we choose to seek truth and understanding we will eventually know that our essence is love and as we gain higher conciousness, we can make choices with better judgement, based on love.
This is true Suzie, the only mistake is not learning from your mistake but if at the time you don't realize it is a mistake and it is something that you want, you will have the consequences of waking up to the pain...why waste time regretting what you can't change, but learn.
Love is in the air, I can feel it everywhere...well the spring weather feels good and I'm happy so woohoo, what are all the beuatiful, exciting, wonderful ladies doing tonight?
nah, that didn't burst my bubble. My photo's are from last summer and his are from a couple months ago. I just find him adventurous and exciting when we talk and I like the sound of his voice and the things he says. He is just different in a good way and it scares me a little right now. But I do find his pic very attractive.
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But I'm innocent I tell ya, I'm innoncent 
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