I know how you feel Dru. I joined the site because it was free. I hear alot about online dating. Just wanted to check it out out of curiosity. Coming up to a divorce, I am not in a place where I can give all of myself right now. I saw the forums and got hook. Started looking through the profiles to get to know some of the people I was conversing with and BAM! There she was! I just sat back and got to know her through the forums. I liked what I saw. But. She was involved with someone. O well, not meant to be. I stayed, licking the litle nick on my ego. Then one day in a thread we started making each other laugh. Then the e-mails. Hoping it goes somewhere! So, yes there is someone I think about on CS.
OMG. I never thought of that happening. If it were my son? Well I'm very honest with him anyway, and he won't see or hear anything he hasn't heard me say already. He knows me. We talk about everything, or until he tells me to shut up, that he knows everything. Wait till he hits 30!
because feling loved is worth all the pain. If you never been truly in love then you wouldn't undersatnd. If not feeling the pain or the love is okay for you, go for it.
To find love again, you have to climb out on the thinnest of tree branches. To love truly, you have to give your all. How can you be truly committed to someone if you are holding back part of your heart? If your heart feels so beaten and bruised, then you need to do some healing first. You are not in a place to give all of you to anyone. An investor risks his money to gain more. Does he always have a gain? No. Will he keep investing? Yes, because the gain is always worth it. We are all investors with our heart? If we stop investing, will we get a heart in return? In order to recieve someones heart, we have to open ours.
The answer lies within you. What does a person have to do to earn your trust? How long does that take for you? Is it hard for you to trust again after being hurt? For me, I automaticly assign the best of traits to every one until they prove me wrong. One of my faults, or one of my qualities? Have I been hurt? You bet, recently too. And I put up with this couple for awhile. But the lies and deceit caught up to them. They ruined the trust I had in them, I cut ties. It hurt too. I really liked this couple. Their 7 year old daughter as like a neice to me. She called me Uncle Buzzy. But trust is the highest of priorities. As all of you have stated in your profiles. You are honest, you be honest. Trust does take time. It is built on time, and it is something you earn. After getting crushed by my first wife, I move a little slower.
Like the beat, beat, beat, of the tom-tom When the jungle shadows fall Like the tick, tick ,tock of the stately clock, as it stands against the wall Like the drip, drip, drip, of the rain-drops When the summer shower is through
So a voice with-in me keeps repeating you,you,you Night and day you are the one, only you beneath the moon and under the sun Whether near to me or far, it's no matter, darling, where you are I think of you. Night and day day and night
Why is it so, That this longing for you follows where ever I go In the roaring traffic's boom. In the silence of my lonely room, I think of you night and day. Night and day under the hide of me There's an Oh, such a yearning, burning inside of me. Ang it's torment won't be through 'Til you let me spend my life making love to you day and night Night and day
Hmmmmm, I think you know the secret. "Stop searching and you will find." Easier said then done. It requires an inner strength many do not have, patience.
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RE: IS THERE SOMEBODY ON CS YOU THINK ABOUT?