Hope your fears are unfounded this year hun, terrible to think it could happen again.
I've been told many times writing thoughts down helps a lot, I need to start writing soon. I know I use cs for escape but have found so much more I never expected here.
Wow, it is so good to see that you can fulfill your ambitions and still have your man. Too often people give up dreams for love and it is such a shame, because there are often regrets. Two people should be able to respect each other enough as you two seem to manage. Good luck to you both for a long and happy future.
RE: BDay wishes and suggestion to CS
Got any chocolate donuts?