What do you call a school girl crush when the girl isn’t a school girl anymore?
Because now my crush feels like love, something I never braced myself for
Our age gap wouldn’t matter in a few years’ time
But as for now you’re too old
Sounds harsh
But to be blunt is to be cold
I don’t know if I can trust you to be 100% straight with me
If you’ll love me or just want the badge of being with a younger girl to soothe your vanity
But to think such things about you may mean my feelings just aren’t true
A little girl seeking attention from those who might disapprove
Spending a month at your house reading and writing poetry
And how poetic it was when you whispered goodnight to me
When I uttered the idea to my friends they said that would be taking advantage
But now I’m 18 and it’s still you I long to be with
Your eyes deep blue
It’s Intense when you stare at me
because i can see the pain you went through and not just their beauty
We’ve only hugged
But I dreamed we kissed
It isn’t wrong to want to be with you is it?