Un-Happy Valentines Day

Today, love day, oh how it is so... bitter sweet
because on this love day there is no one to love me
will I find one? all the lonely souls dragged together
or will I have to sit this one alone, staring at my phone
for maybe a ex-lover would like to lie me under his cover
again... to temporarily stop this pain
of being lonely...

Flowers ordered for others, not me
Locked in alone, no make up, there's no need for beauty
so alone it hurts,the cold stings me
so in need it burns, passion please don't dessert me
“desert? me? oh no thank you”, is what I would say at the dinner table
acting as if I do not want it, that I'm healthy, always on a diet

Broken empty so alone someone please hold me
I begin to feel the need to start to use people
oh how have I become so evil?
pretending I like them, when they are on a long list of options.
but I'll meet him with make-up, act as if we're something
in all honesty we'll never be anything

but valentines day is too hard to spend alone
oh how it reminds me of all I do not have
as I spend valentines day with him
I think of the type of the man I will always want
and the type of man I'll always have...
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Posted: Feb 2013
About this poem:
mean horrible poem, not so much how i feel just uhm... u know.. fiction and rambilings off my head

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morgen90210
Lori
you have been lonely before
if not how could you capture
such intense and real feelings
of course I don't wish this upon you
Poetnumber1
Such a sad reality you're faced with Lori.I'm sure many can relate to such feelings of loneliness.I always enjoy reading from you.Happy valentines Loribouquet hug
mcradloff
Valentine's Day is a good day if you have someone, but like Christmas, it can be lonely if you don't have someone. Since you said this is fiction, have a Happy Valentine's Day!happy valentines day
lorii
such a bloody crap day seriously! :/ lolz they should ban it. mumbling blues
niah9
I think the weather adds atmosphere to a day, and February in London, I can feel the chill from NZ.
I hope the weeks have made the day fade, and next year, I truly hope you have the love of your life to share it with....Kathyteddybear
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