Goldie ... i know , i should tame it down a bit , he is very open minded though . The past is the past , and some of it might even be made up , as some people have suggested here.... sas
Yes Jana , I need support , a backstop , someone to lean on . Some women feel they don't need this in their lives, they can do it alone , well one can , but for me its just harder . Two heads for me was always better than one ... Two hearts better than one ..... For me thats wonderful ... the sharing with someone .... It makes me feel complete to be with someone i respect .... sas
Thanks so much Jana for your kind words as always to me... It has not been easy for me these past 9 years , I am not alone, I have much love in my life. But I have always missed bernard my husband , and felt only half a person without him. I lost a lot of courage being alone , I also knew fear , without him. Thats where I feel most comforted in finding a new love, I have regained confidence and can make plans for my new life. I can dig and plant a garden again and wait for the fruition. I know where I will be , I know where I am going ... I have hope , joy , and a plan with someone... I won't have to go to sleep alone again, nor wake up alone . I will be kissed and i will have someone to make coffee for each morning.. We are often forced into a situation that we have to cope with , we do learn how to cope, and we can adapt, but we need to always recognise what our heart needs , and always be prepared to let it in when it comes along . I have lost all anxiety , I am happy , content ... its a feeling I have not had for a long time , I only wish for everyone here who is looking to share a life and is single that they can find their own Luciano , I know they will be happy too..... saskia
defmen , you have come to the right place here , there are lots of jesus ladies here , kep with the blogs and you will discover them readily enough .. Now on a serious note , why look at dating sites for a bride... would not church be the best place to find a mate in your case . Go to a different church each week , check all the churches out .... I mean you got it made , Sunday , there they are all in one place hymn book in hand , you go getem sweetie .... they are all in church on sunday ...sas
Having been a mother at such a young age with 4 children , I guess you have not had much time to enjoy yourself as a young lady normally would do in her twenties . I imagine speaking from how i think i would feel if that were me , id be dying to get out there and have some fun and adventure. We all need someone in our lives to keep us feeling loved, safe and normal , you are possibly feeling a little anxiety over that , thats also normal . My suggestion is don't look to hard , get yourself involved doing things that interest you, Make it happen for yourself, believe it or not searching on the internet all day for men is not the way to find a guy. I would also take a good look at yourself in the mirror .. and be kind to yourself..because you are a great looking woman , and sister you have got it all going on ... hang in there put your loneliness aside quickly and try to remain positive always ... saskia
Hi Serendiptiy ...... i did not even know about this stuff ...very interesting from a historical point of view as well..... thanks for telling us...saskia how are you by the way love , i hope all goes well with you , my favourite bible basher on the planet.... sweet man.
Moasis i will be your friend love , if you don't mind old ladies , I am here for you , and welcome my dear .... please forgive some people who get things wrong , when they know you they will like you ...now tell us about what its like where you live , because i don't think i have seen anyone from your country here before ..... don't be discouraged , you are a very nice looking young man and i am sure you can contribute here on the blogs if you like to write, i don't know about finding anyone here though , i am not sure this is the right site for that kind of thing , especially where you live my dear. But good luck , and please don't be put off by the negative comments.. saskia your new friend..
dont eff w me .. moasis is PAPUAN , NOT AFRICAN ..... PAPUANS ARE FROM NEW GUINEA , THEY LEARN ENGLISH AT SCHOOL , AND THEY ARE VERY NICE PEOPLE . PAPUA NEW GUINEA IS NORTH WEST OF AUSTRALIA , NEXT TO INDONESIA. sas
Thats funny... my daughter when she was young was curious what was inside them ... i used to find them unravelled in the bin always and then sometimes wet and all puffed up.... I think she thought they were ike a kinder surprise or something... sas
i tried and can't get the hang of it..... i have tons of pictures to post , still on my camera , ill work on learning how to do that frankie.... if just for you my dear man. saskia
Thanks sarasvaty for your kind comments. Egypt is a much more challenging place to travel in than Turkey , Shopping is better in Turkey especially at the grand bazaar, Cairo is a great city wonderful place , but it is a bit troubled at the moment , ill be going there in 2 weeks time , ill let you know how it is.both places great , but different. saskia
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Goldie ... i know , i should tame it down a bit , he is very open minded though . The past is the past , and some of it might even be made up , as some people have suggested here.... sas