First, Adam... welcome. I missed out on the welcome wagon when it came around.
Now then, your thoughts & feelings are strong... your writing is lovely in it's own dark way. (that actually IS a compliment ) You really should use this skill to help you find your zen... your Mu.
Your heart is quite large, and you're going to have times in life when it gets broken but just think how lovely things will be when you feel it skip a beat again. Keep your chin up, your pen ready & do what you know is right. All will be well.
It seems there are a group of men who really do adhere to the concept of "nothing to lose". They figure if you don't ask, you wont get the chance. Younger guys want to live life to the fullest & older ones want to live life while they can... each justifies it in their own terms but seeks companionship, none the less. The worse things that can happen is they get ignored or a "no"... so what do they have to lose?
There are women who will date these men therefore, these men have the right to search for them. It may not suit all our tastes but then again, that's why we all have these great little delete & block buttons. You can not stop a person from trying to find partner or for having certain tastes... you can only suit yourself.
Well, 18 hrs on a greyhound... been on that trip before. You know I luvs ya a ton & all that Leo buuuutttt.... I might just have to pass on doing it again for now. I'm still trying to get the feeling back in my heiny from the last one!
I always pack all my travel meals, a ziplock bag full of baby wipes & my sodoku. That tends to get me at least 3/4 the way through. My Ipod gets me the rest of the way.
1) meeting them in a BAR 2) going to bed with them when you first meet 3) repeat the above 4) repeat the above 5) repeat the above 6) repeat the above 7) repeat the above 8) repeat the above 9) repeat the above 10) repeat the above
(seriously, if you wanna hear her laughter, just let her get an eyeful of my dorky wiggly butt happy dance. Of course, she might end up back in the hospital for having pulled a tummy muscle from laughing too much)
RE: What song are you listening to?
Siberian Throat Singers: