Oh Goodness Lilyleaf, I see what it is like withou

Oh Goodness Lilyleaf, you were saying the other day on your blog, you are so broke, you have no money for an advert placement in companions or something.
Well, I feel for you know, as Im panicking tonight, when I saw I only had 6 rand in change in my wallet, not even enough to buy a half dozen eggs.

And Im not the type to go asking people for m. Just hope those hunger pains dont come to soon. I put posters up at the shop, hoping someone will buy a painting, but it wasnt there an hour, and someone took it down, cause of jealousy.

When you get to this point, you realize, nice cars etc, and what people have, dont matter. your mind is only on one thing, and that is to put something in your stomach.

I think Ill open the cage outside, put some old bread crumbs in and when the doves fly in, Ill be able to be like that clever cat, who watches them come in, then catches them.

But, I think when I clobber the poor birds with a batten or something, the next door neighbour etc is going to

freak, and call the cops, but, I guess a person has to do what they have to do, and if it means getting in a bit of trouble or locked up, so beat it.

so, I feel for you lilyleaf, and I feel for the girl I used to know, who used to come around, always hungry, saying have you got food, and I thought she was just using me. I gave her of course, but didnt really believe she was hungry.

But now I see, how embarrassing it was for her to ask anybody, so I was the only one she felt a bit comfortable asking.

If she ever comes around again asking for food and I have enough, Im sure not going to think she is just here to see what she can get. and Im sure not going to think, oh she owes me back.

Its not a nice feeling thats for sure. hope you find that companion to save you lilyleaf. Im sure you have qualities to help him aswell. not just a take situation.
take care.